Monday, December 14, 2009

Yogini Notes on Soul Powers

This morn' hour I jutted down  (silently received from mind beyond the mental/cognitive realm)  the following snippet:  You have the intelligence within you, that is you. . .
And, because I am obedient to my eternal Soul's guidance, I decided to focus-flow with this theme and see how it goes.

 Anyone can see my words are not the words of a scholar, and what I share is not really meant to be seen by a scholar  either, since greater complexity (with its own laws)  won't be recognized/comprehended by a mind that is convinced Divine Revelations and its contemplative conclusions are the product of a delusional mind. Mind which never heard about  'transmutation of erotic potency into spiritual force - and its effect on collective consciousness',  will reject Gopi Krishna's words on why we say that natural celibacy  plays a crucial role in Yogic/Supramental science.
In his book  Living With Kundalini,  he asserted:  A Yogi who tries to revert back to sexual conduct after any form of  realization is called a fallen Yogi.
Long  before I saw that  quote, I challenged  Ken Wilber's perspective/idea he presented in his book titled One Taste:  "for ultimate enlightenment, one must take an actual partner--real sex--in order to complete the circuits conducive to recognizing the already-enlightened mind".
I have no problem with this type of Self-realization (which many gurus cling to as well),   but this viewpoint is not the last word!  I know it is not,  and in this blog unpack what the Ultimate Consummation in the embodied sense, is really about. . .The one who writes from the embodied stage-persective knows that: 'Higher consciousness transforms Sexual impulse into the true force of Ananda'.

Huston Smith has been hailed as the foremost authority on the world's great religions. I google-found the following quote (which I most certainly second).
There is no way the finite is going to comprehend the Infinite on its own.
It has to be the Infinite taking the initiative, and that is the meaning of Revelation.

Some years ago, my Soul's Will (which knows how best to fulfill her 'ancient blueprint')  informed me:  There is a better plan for you.  At that time I was engaged  with a group of people who were hell-bent on attacking my character.  I tried to show them why they were wrong, and that only enraged them more.
I had no idea I could have free of charge blog, yet it happened!  Here, I can write as lamely as I please and talk about what the pathless path - through uncreated Light and Sound - has been like for me. Here, I have the freedom to chronicle  what the Supreme Divine entrusted me with.
Here, I have the freedom to say that the conditioned mind/intellect doesn't have access to the realm of existence of Complexity so immense that only the ascended (liberated) Soul can bear to See.
 Here, I can assert  that Self-realization without embodiment is not the end of evolution - it is a necessary step towards greater realizations and integration , but not yet the end of Ignorance!

Soul evolution is not at all popular because folks don't even know there is such a thing.
This is why I was ecstatic when I discovered Aurobindo's work!  Before I say more I will  inject this thought:  I am really glad I got interested in his work once my blog-writing was underway (many years after my Soul journey started) because no one can accuse me of  unconsciously creating experiences that mirrors what he says. 
For example: I resonated deeply with what he said about his Soul journey:
After realization of the Self, there are many things beyond that. The Divine guide within urged me to proceed, adding experience after experience. . .Till I arrived at Supermind.
Everyone has the right to express their opinion but no one has the right to their (own) Truth. This is why I am grateful beyond measure to Aurobindo for his work, for being my  peer review person.

                                                                     *
We already know that the universe contains abundant energy. It is also true that the subtlest energy is the strongest/more potent.  We/I know that the Supreme Shakti force (Kundalini /  Goddess / Holy Spirit) is the great Cosmic Power that creates and sustains the universe.  We discovered  that when this Force manifesting as the individual consciousness is merged in the Mind of the Supreme Divine,  Soul liberation is attained.
 I didn't ask for this, didn't aspire to become spiritual, still it happened.  The only thing I asked for was:   Not my will, Your Will  (Lord) be done!  I was ready to submit to the Inner Guide, and to my great surprise it happened. Kundalini Shakti grabbed me by the scruff of my neck and performed all manner of cosmic makeovers and Initiations into Supreme Mystery.   IF I knew what I had to go through I wouldn't volunteer for this. This path is not for the faint of heart. I am also  mindful of what I can, and cannot share.
(Genuine) Mystical experiences and their contemplative conclusion is our empirical data - which can be checked/compared with others who had undergone same type journey.

 Today I want to have on record  what happened this night in Deep Samadhi during  critical mass-point  phase of searing ecstasy * the result of self-generating Erotic Potency/True Force of Ananda's flow out of Crown chakra into world's hologram via subtle planes *
Brief description: I was flat on my back when I felt my causal body's vertical ascent.  During this expansion  phase (ascent)  I was aware of  strong, rhythmic  pulsing on the top  (mid-front) of my head.  This type of soul experience is about a direct perception of: ' I transcended this world, and  this is what it feels like when the Inner being (Soul)  merges fully with the Essence of the Divine Beloved's Essence.  No longer 'Soul and God', but a state of Ultimate Consummation - where one's Soul  recognizes its supreme identity with Godhead.  The return to flesh body was accompanied by a sharp, snap-like sound.
The Bhagavad Gita says that,  finding supreme ecstasy is the final goal. . . I like to add that, the other side of this Cosmic Coin has 'Cosmic Tonglen Duty' carved into its surface. This is the hardest job in the universe because one's Universal Body doesn't get to 'shut down'.
Those who bear witness to this know, that what we experience and share is for the benefit of all beings in the visible and invisible domains -  for the sake of evolution of consciousness itself.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Musing on Something

This night's Vision of being gifted with eye-dazzling Pearl necklace left me overjoyed with gratitude! I like what this Gift signifies. . .

Because it felt significant,  I want to have a record  of something that happened earlier this year.  That particular encounter  with another being's  awakened Soul  (during awake* Yogic state)  felt auspicious,  and left me wondering if that bearded, stoic-looking man next to me, was really Aurobindo.


Path Ordained By God

Edited for clarity: My originally written in June 2009 blog titled, On Rapture Musings, describes three types of descends of Divine Force in...