Epistemic violence related to knowledge is a beastly thing: It includes exclusion and silencing; systematic dostortion or misrepresentation of one's meaning or contributions. . .
The sovereign, self-authoring and internally secure woman waits for no permission or validation to step into the world with clarity of intention. She can smell emotional manipulator's 'I have the power to destroy', intentions a mile away. . .Because we are anxiety-free and not in the least confused by others' psychological projections, our self-esteem doesn't get eroded because our worth is not tied up to anyone's opinion.
Our severeignty can't be eraced by individuals who truly believe in their own specialness/superiority. We know that their insults are a primary means of communicating contempt. . .Often the contemp wears the, 'I love you and what I tell you is for your own good', mask. One of those guys is someone who thinks he is in a state of 'guru verified supreme enlightenment', and his duty is to help me realize I am in spiritual ignorance.
About 47 weeks ago, this man who doesn't see that my Depth data in Yogic science field and the fully ascended (Divine) Soul's powers', relevance (since the knowledge of Supreme Truth can't be projected into the intellect) told me (in Integral Global fb group)
"Humbelness is a virtue you should possibly cultivate instead of bragging about your Kosmic address, she who knows doesn't need to say, she just is. This is probably why you have to talk to yourself instead of others on this sight. Study the Zen Masters and Dzogchen more closely my dear. I also suggest you study Ramana Maharshi and Adi Da, not merely Aurobindo and Wilber."
The statement 'she just is', shows clearly he has no idea what/who the Divine Soul is. Another time he told me to "read Vivekananda" (others too). If he bothered to get to know me, he would (read) realize that I 'bragged' about him not only in this blog, but in Logos Speaks and the IG fb group. Each time I quoted Vivekananda's 'brag' about Jesus, my heart danced with gladness! He beheld Jesus' Grace-bestowed 'pure in Spirit' spiritual status, that's why he wrote:
"Had I lived in Palestine in the days of Jezus of Nazareth, I would have washed his feet , not with my tears, but with my heart's blood." & "It's an irrational claim to believe in the teachings of Jesus Christ and at the same time to hold that the greater part of his teachings have no application at the present time. If you say that the reason why the powers (Divine Siddhis) do not follow them (as Christ said they would), is because you have not the faith enough and not pure enough - that would be alright. But to say that they have no application at the present time is to be ridiculous."
Time and time again, I wrote that I discovered Aurobindo's work many years after undergoing many types of very powerful Descends of Divine Powers into my bodily being (2009). . . And was shocked when I realized: "I already know this, because this happened to me!"
I told him what he calls 'bragging' I call something else but didn't include Gopi Krishna's assertion why we have a moral duty to share 'descriptions of the superconscious states' (as I have no desire to 'convince' anyone of anything):
The following excerpts are from: The Real Nature of Mystical Experience
"The illumined person must be able to write what he has experienced and make that writing available to the world. + No one can describe the superconscious state unless one has the experience of ot. This is the most decisive sign to judge whether a man is enlightened or not. + He must give the description of the superconscious state in words which are inspiring and which have originality of their own. + All the great mystics who have written on this subject have given their own symptoms openly and plainly. That is the tradition. And from their descriptions, one can compare one's own condition."
My response to this relevance chasing man with inflated sense of self importance and rejection of my Grace-bestowed Revelations, and hell-bent in his 'I have the power to destroy your reputation' stance, (all designed to fit his narrative) was calm because I am in permanenet Samadhi state. . . His statement I "have to talk to myself", is a blatant lie. I word-engaged many people, and many blocked me for the same reasons he did.
Months passed, and once again, this wanna be guru told me to read his and his guru books. And when he realized I am not at all interested, his superiority and savior complex flared up in all its nasty glory when declaring: "your mind and heart seems closed".
This time, I told him exactly what I think about his guru-wannna be ambitions. . .Assured him in no uncertain terms, that his opinion about my character and stage-attainment is grounded firmly in the cognitive dissonance soil. That, no amount of gaslighting will ever change the fact I was born with unbroken continuity of awareness, and what I 'became' is simply invisible to him. . .That, he judges my character and Depth data's empirically verified evidence according to his feelings because the Yogic Force and its (Divine) Will is not in charge of him.
Naturally he had no choice but block me rightaway. I'm a female, and how dare I challange his opinion of me?! I don't have an iota of vengful energy in me and am chosing to keep his name under wraps.
Earlier same (2025) year, another man with even darker personality traits accused me of: "an almost complete absence of basic mental function", that, he "loves my comments , because your brokeness evokes in me: compassion." & "My heart feels for the suffering of the one's whose liberation you delay with this nonsense." . . . And I was supposed to say not a word in my defense to this developmentally arrested man?
I did confront his arrogance, and he acted completely innocent. How could he not?! - in his opinion he did an awesome job of trashing my character, demonstrated blatant disregard for boundaries, did terrific job at twisting everything I said to fit his narrative.
Ego-serving will and motivations in this type of personality are hyper-focused on influencing the perceptions, emotions and behaviors of others - so, in his mind, the smear campaign was perfectly executed. Dark peronality traits folks enjoy causing pain and humiliation, and he went to great length to eliminate threat to his status by painting me with the: 'she's not only not trustworthy, but dangerous', brush. . . Destroying someone's reputation and credibility makes the predator feel powerful. Folks who chace status-seeking relevence' create an athmosphere of terror, isolation and humiliation, mistake my calmness for weakness. It's a beastly thing because a weak personality will crumble under the weight of these types of psychological pressures. Psychologically sound minds don't get sucked into insanity's vortex, because we know precisely what those astral-emotional/vital mind's strategies are up to, and why.
I am fulfilling my Kosmic Purpose by obeying the inner call of my Vocation. Jesus demonstrated his divinely-appointed authority by condemning spiritual decay. This act is recorded in Matthew 21:12, Mark 11:5-17, and Luke 19:45.
My spiritual peers have my back: Express your Divinity, Stand in Your Truth Untouchable, Unbroken, Undeniable.
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