Being present, genuinely honest and perfectly clear, means nothing to those who can't feel powerful unless they have someone to look down on. These types have been trashing my character/integrity and writing for many years.
Their carefully calculated statements are designed to make me appear flawed, untrustworthy, or even dangerous. When in truth: Toxic people feel entitled to be disrespectful. The emotionally, mentally and spiritually immature types expend their energy on falsehood. . .because nothing feels better than to see the 'enemy' fall.
Epistemic violence related to knowledge is a beastly thing: It includes exclusion and silencing; systematic dostortion or misrepresentation of one's meaning or contributions. . .
The sovereign, self-authoring and internally secure woman waits for no permission or validation to step into the world with clarity of intention. She can smell emotional manipulator's 'I have the power to destroy', intentions a mile away. . .
Because we are anxiety-free and not in the least confused by others' psychological projections, our self-esteem doesn't get eroded because our worth is not tied up to anyone's opinion.
Our severeignty can't be eraced by individuals who truly believe in their own specialness/superiority. We know that their insults are a primary means of communicating contempt. Often, the contempt wears the, 'I love you and what I tell you is for your own good', mask. One of those guys is someone who thinks he is in a state of '"guru verified" supreme enlightenment', and his duty is to help me realize I am in spiritual ignorance.
About 47 weeks ago (Integral Global FB group) this man - with invisible to him messianic complex - who doesn't see my Depth data's relevance (Yogic science field and grounded in my interiority's Soul-powers) - told me:
"Humbelness is a virtue you should possibly cultivate instead of bragging about your Kosmic address, she who knows doesn't need to say, she just is. This is probably why you have to talk to yourself instead of others on this site. Study the Zen Masters and Dzogchen more closely my dear. I also suggest you study Ramana Maharshi and Adi Da, not merely Aurobindo and Wilber."
The statement 'she just is', shows clearly he has no idea what/who the Divine Soul is. Another time he told me to, "read Vivekananda". If he bothered to get to know me, he would (read) realize that I 'bragged' about him not only in this blog, but in Logos Speaks and the IG fb group. Each time I quoted Vivekananda's 'brag' about Jesus, my heart danced with gladness! He beheld Jesus' Grace-bestowed 'pure in Spirit' spiritual status, that's why he wrote:
"Had I lived in Palestine in the days of Jezus of Nazareth, I would have washed his feet , not with my tears, but with my heart's blood." & "It's an irrational claim to believe in the teachings of Jesus Christ and at the same time to hold that the greater part of his teachings have no application at the present time. If you say that the reason why the powers (Divine Siddhis) do not follow them (as Christ said they would), is because you have not the faith enough and not pure enough - that would be alright. But to say that they have no application at the present time is to be ridiculous."
.This guy thinks I 'study Aurobindo'? Time and time again, I wrote that I discovered Aurobindo's work many years after undergoing many types of very powerful Ascends and Descents of Divine Powers into my bodily being *started in 1990*. . . And was shocked when I realized (in 2009): "I already know this, because this happened to me!"
I told the emotional manipulator what he calls 'bragging' I call something else - but didn't include Gopi Krishna's assertion why we have a moral duty to share 'descriptions of the superconscious states', as I have no desire to 'convince' anyone of anything.
The following excerpts - in Gopi's words from: The Real Nature of Mystical Experience, are worth repeating:
"The illumined person must be able to write what he has experienced and make that writing available to the world. + No one can describe the superconscious state unless one has the experience of it. This is the most decisive sign to judge whether a man is enlightened or not. + He must give the description of the superconscious state in words which are inspiring and which have originality of their own. + All the great mystics who have written on this subject have given their own symptoms openly and plainly. That is the tradition. And from their descriptions, one can compare one's own condition."
My response to this relevance chasing man with inflated sense of self importance and hell-bent in his, 'I have the power to destroy your reputation' stance, was calm because I am in permanenet Samadhi state.
His statement I "have to talk to myself", is a blatant lie. I word-engaged many people, and many blocked me for the same reasons he did (months later).
He declared: "your mind and hearts seems closed", when (finally) he realized I will not read his and his guru's books. He blocked me after the Dreaded Yamantaka's vice in me (archetype) told hime precisely what I think about his guru wanna be ambitions, etc. He worships at the feet of a half-baked guru (Franklin Jones / Adi Da) he never met. . .The guy who claimed he was "the only and final realizer". This guy had several "wives", countless concubines, was addicted to booze, sex, and brian-altering drugs. His devotees sold blood to keep his addictions going.
I can't post links directly - but if curious about adi da, check out Jim Chamberlain's 'beware of god' in blogpost.com & Broken Yogi's page. Essay titled: Adi Da and His Voracious, Abusive Personality Cult is @ https://enlightened-spirituality.org/Da_and_his_cult.html is eye-opening.
Gaslighter blocked me after I assured him that his opinion about my character and stage-attainment is grounded firmly in the cognitive dissonance soil.
That, no amount of gaslighting will ever change the fact I was born with unbroken continuity of awareness, and what I 'became' is simply invisible to him. . .That, he judges my character and Depth data's empirically verified evidence, according to his feelings because the Yogic Force and its (Divine) Will is not in charge of him.
Naturally, he had no choice but block me rightaway. Those - our last word-exchanges - got deleted rightaway.
I was born in a female body AND and how dare I challange his opinion of me?! He doesn't know that the the 'Divine Soul' is neither male nor female. . .and he thinks he is 'supremely enlightened?' I don't have an iota of vengful energy in me and am chosing to keep his name under wraps in this space.
Earlier same (2025) year, another man with even darker personality traits accused me of: "an almost complete absence of basic mental function", said that he "loves my comments , because your brokeness evokes in me: compassion." & "My heart feels for the suffering of the one's whose liberation you delay with this nonsense." . . . And I was supposed to say not a word in my defense to this developmentally arrested man?
I did confront his arrogance, and he acted completely innocent. How could he not?! - in his opinion he did an awesome job of trashing my character, demonstrated blatant disregard for boundaries, did terrific job at twisting everything I said to fit his narrative.
Ego-serving will and motivations in this type of personality are hyper-focused on influencing the perceptions, emotions and behaviors of others - so, in his mind, the smear campaign was perfectly executed. These individuals enjoy causing pain and humiliation, and he went to a great length to eliminate threat to his status by painting me with the: 'she's not only not trustworthy, but dangerous', brush. . . Destroying someone's reputation and credibility makes the predator feel powerful. Status-seeking types create an atmosphere of terror, isolation and humiliation. . .they mistake my calmness for weakness.
And it is a truly beastly thing because a weak personality will crumble under the weight of these types of psychological pressures.
Psychologically sound minds don't get sucked into insanity's vortex, because we know precisely what those astral-emotional/vital mind's strategies are up to, and why.
I am fulfilling my Kosmic Purpose by obeying the inner call of my Vocation. The Kosmic address I'm writing from has a non-fail empirically verified rigor built into its struture. . .Built-in by....?
The Will of the Supreme Effulgence and its Conscious Force.
Sri Aurobindo affirms for me the stage-attainment I'm writing from: "Finally there is the Imperative Supermind which corresponds to Revelation. It is always true as nothing can stand against it. It is Knowledge fullfilling itself, by its own inherent power."
Authentic Sincerity is aligned with the Intelligence and Harmony of Karma (law) that impecably serves the Divine cause. . .Authentic Sincerity is like a Pearl whose value is not diminished when tossed in a manure pile. . .This is why what the Supreme Beloved wrote in my Soul can't be replaced by pride-mind's stench.
My spiritual peers have my back: Express your Divinity. . .Stand in Your Truth Untouchable, Unbroken, Undeniable.
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