Beholding the higher Light beyond darkness we came to the divine Sun in the Godhead, to the highest Light of all.
-Rig Veda
First time this day I chanced upon Sri Aurobindo's words from The Life Divine, echoing what I-awakened Soul mean exactly, when I say that True enlightenment is not what one thinks it is . . .
"THE psychic transformation and the first stages of the spiritual transformation are well within our conception; their perfection would be the perfection, wholeness, consummated unity of a knowledge and experience which is already part of things realised, though only by small number of human beings. But the Supramental change in its process carries us into less explored regions; it initiates a vision of heights of consciousness which have indeed been glimpsed and visited, but have yet to be discovered and mapped out in their completeness. The highest of these peaks or elevated plateaus of consciousness, the supramental, lies far beyond the possibility of any satisfying mental scheme or map of it or any grasp of mental seeing and description. It would be difficult for the normal unillumined or untransformed mental conception to express or enter into something that is based on so different a consciousness with a radically different awareness of things; even if they were seen or conceived by some enlightenment or opening of vision, another language than the poor abstract counters used by by our mind would be needed to translate them into terms by which their reality could become at all sizable by us.
As the summits of human mind are beyond animal perception, so the movements of Supermind are beyond the ordinary human mental conception: it is only when we have already had experience of a higher intermediate consciousness that any term attempting to describe supramental being could convey a true meaning to our intelligence; for then, having experienced something akin to what is described, we could translate an inadequate language into a figure of what we knew.
If the mind cannot enter into the nature of Supermind, it can look towards it through these high and luminous approaches and catch some reflected impression of the Truth, the Right, the Vast which is the native kingdom of the free Spirit."
but . . .
"But even what can be said about the intermediate consciousness can be hazarded which may serve for an initial light of guidance"
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I still don't know -- from what I read so far -- if Aurobindo actually knew about the 24/7 'Cosmic Tonglen Duty' (my energy work).
Aurobindo presented himself to me a couple of times in the last couple of years . . And, maybe it was he who held my hand when I wept hard the other morning (without waking up). . .felt good to feel the essence of pure love.
This day's sweet "I lovu" / "don't worry"/ "we work together".
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
There is Nothing That is Not God
In Sally Kempton words::::
You are God. Radically non-dual. This utterly free divine awareness manifests this universe inside herself. Consciousness is manifesting itself as you, inside your mind, inside your awareness through your actions, through your process of perception.
Your mind stuff is the same awareness that creates anything.
I'm sure many truly 'get' that without having a 'fundamentalist' fit . . .
I also get why some who belive that so much that, in the name of the Mighty Dollar present themselves as That. Some don't mind forking over $1,000 (american) for a day of fu'k with the "Goddess" (as per my 17th blog) who "insists" they will come crawling back for more.
In the same manner, the spiritually gullible for years and years, forked over their wives , all their money and labour in surrender to God incarnate Franklin Jones as "gifts" to demonstrate their detachment. Franklin proclaimed himself as the last "Avatar" (Saviour.)
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Now, (for the record) from the perspective of one who is plugged-in I want to show what it's like to experience directly That. . .
This dawn, twice, and for the longest time, I was bliss-basking in -- (was directly face-to-face with) the SUN a couple of feet distance initially, followed by a complete Mind-melt.
I think some may have called it "Shambhala Sun" . I have called it the "Second Sun" in the past.
There was a time I wondered what the apperance of the SUN meant when my head "lit up like the sun" in the light of day (as witnessed, and in his words, by my husband) but no longer. It is the very "second coming" people of all faiths await...It is the Christ-consciousnes/God-union, within the individual. Any individual.
This 'Second Sun' belongs to everyone, just as the day time Sun does. . .
Anyone, whose priority is anchored in "surrender" to That, can and will, experience same. Belching out holy writings can't do it. . .Surrendering to the meaning within the words bears much Fruit.
(Getting mad at me or anyone else only blocks That energy flow.)
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For a change of pace, and because I greatly appreciate True Teaching -- once again a quote, or two from The Human Buddha, penned by teacher of Enlightment Anadi (www.anaditeaching.com)
"Presence is nothing but the awakened essence of manifestation. When the manifestation is unconscious it is completly confined to how it 'appears' to be; it is purely identified with its own objectiviztion."
"Realization of the Asolute belongs to consciousness; it is the function of the manifest. The realization of the Absolute is the fifth dimension. Although we might regard presents as not being in time, for it is unceasingly present to the Now, when we go deeper into its nature we see that the touch of time is there. It might seem that Presence knows itself instanteously, but actually this recognition happens in a split second -- it is a function of a subtle time. One needs to be sensitive enough to see it. Presence is the point at which the Unmanifested touches the manifested, which is in time. When consciousness wakes up to itself, the state of Presence is realized; when the state of Presents wakes up, the Unborn is realized.
How does the Presence, which is touched by time, reach the timeless? It is a mystery.
There is a realization which encompasses the knowing of consciousness and the not-knowing of the Unmanifested: the experience of being present and the absence of presence. This realization is truly beyond all that we know.
The Absolute can be compared to the sun, while Witnessing to its rays.
The realization takes place at their meeting point; before the sun becomes its rays there is a gap where the knowing of the Absolute is born. The way to reach the Absolute is surrender. One must drop the centre of Presence into the non-centre of non-presence."
Mucho Thanx Anadi :)
(I printed several pages from Anadi's old website years ago and am glad they re-surfaced recently.)
You are God. Radically non-dual. This utterly free divine awareness manifests this universe inside herself. Consciousness is manifesting itself as you, inside your mind, inside your awareness through your actions, through your process of perception.
Your mind stuff is the same awareness that creates anything.
I'm sure many truly 'get' that without having a 'fundamentalist' fit . . .
I also get why some who belive that so much that, in the name of the Mighty Dollar present themselves as That. Some don't mind forking over $1,000 (american) for a day of fu'k with the "Goddess" (as per my 17th blog) who "insists" they will come crawling back for more.
In the same manner, the spiritually gullible for years and years, forked over their wives , all their money and labour in surrender to God incarnate Franklin Jones as "gifts" to demonstrate their detachment. Franklin proclaimed himself as the last "Avatar" (Saviour.)
&&&&&
Now, (for the record) from the perspective of one who is plugged-in I want to show what it's like to experience directly That. . .
This dawn, twice, and for the longest time, I was bliss-basking in -- (was directly face-to-face with) the SUN a couple of feet distance initially, followed by a complete Mind-melt.
I think some may have called it "Shambhala Sun" . I have called it the "Second Sun" in the past.
There was a time I wondered what the apperance of the SUN meant when my head "lit up like the sun" in the light of day (as witnessed, and in his words, by my husband) but no longer. It is the very "second coming" people of all faiths await...It is the Christ-consciousnes/God-union, within the individual. Any individual.
This 'Second Sun' belongs to everyone, just as the day time Sun does. . .
Anyone, whose priority is anchored in "surrender" to That, can and will, experience same. Belching out holy writings can't do it. . .Surrendering to the meaning within the words bears much Fruit.
(Getting mad at me or anyone else only blocks That energy flow.)
&
For a change of pace, and because I greatly appreciate True Teaching -- once again a quote, or two from The Human Buddha, penned by teacher of Enlightment Anadi (www.anaditeaching.com)
"Presence is nothing but the awakened essence of manifestation. When the manifestation is unconscious it is completly confined to how it 'appears' to be; it is purely identified with its own objectiviztion."
"Realization of the Asolute belongs to consciousness; it is the function of the manifest. The realization of the Absolute is the fifth dimension. Although we might regard presents as not being in time, for it is unceasingly present to the Now, when we go deeper into its nature we see that the touch of time is there. It might seem that Presence knows itself instanteously, but actually this recognition happens in a split second -- it is a function of a subtle time. One needs to be sensitive enough to see it. Presence is the point at which the Unmanifested touches the manifested, which is in time. When consciousness wakes up to itself, the state of Presence is realized; when the state of Presents wakes up, the Unborn is realized.
How does the Presence, which is touched by time, reach the timeless? It is a mystery.
There is a realization which encompasses the knowing of consciousness and the not-knowing of the Unmanifested: the experience of being present and the absence of presence. This realization is truly beyond all that we know.
The Absolute can be compared to the sun, while Witnessing to its rays.
The realization takes place at their meeting point; before the sun becomes its rays there is a gap where the knowing of the Absolute is born. The way to reach the Absolute is surrender. One must drop the centre of Presence into the non-centre of non-presence."
Mucho Thanx Anadi :)
(I printed several pages from Anadi's old website years ago and am glad they re-surfaced recently.)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Where Your Heart is There is Also Your Treasure
I feel quite nourished and inspired by the message I was given in Deep Samadhi this Am hour, during the Visitation from two Tibetan Lamas...One pointed to my eyes, said: "unflinching when faced with oppression".
Yes, my spiritual courage would run dry in a jiff, and I would burn out like a birthday candle if I wasn't plugged to my Soul's strength (because the adverse forces are hell-bent on silencing me).
The Visiting Lamas were aware (the Enlightened Mind is aware) , that once upon a time I was compelled to get down on my knees and with forehead resting on The Tibetan Book of Death - Liberation Through Understanding In The Between - penned / translated by Robert Thurman, and asked for Padma's Blessing.
Story time: Once upon time I was overflowing with gratitude one day while reading Padma Sambhava's teaching and the only thing that made sense to me at that moment was to get down on my knees place the closed book on the floor. . .and with eyes closed opened the book before bowing/resting my forehead on it, before asking for Padma's Blessing . . . It seemed like time stood still and everything was fluid ... with opened eyes I beheld His (tangka image) right hand raised in a Benediction gesture.
I took this as a real sign - a sign that the Universal Mind responded to my soul's longing in the way that made sense to me. . . It felt like I received a real Blessing and wholeheartedly accepted it (with gratitude).
This kind of seemingly 'irrational' behaviour has everything to do with the Heart's intelligence and its 'passionate energy'. . .I treasure these moments.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Silver Goddess Ray
Some cry 'God is dead!' Love's Messengers (Ascended Soul) task is to claim otherwise! One whose ascended Soul unites with Godhead/Absolute Supreme Being, bears witness to what it's like to consciously come in contact with the Divine Ultimate and its Bliss-Essence/Silver Goddess Ray in all its eye dazzling silver-white Glory.
This Essence resembles the likeness of a lightning bolt but has the appearance of a 'Field'. This 'fact' gives us the authority to assert: Without its/this Influence there would be no evolution of biological organisms, no evolution of consciousness.
This Glorious Field's point of entry is possible - for one with open Crown chakra - at the zenith-point of Erotic Rapture . . . the result of an upwards flowing transmuted Erotic Potency in its highest Expression, which is even Higher than what I described in The River of Light
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2010/05/river-of-light.html
Silver Goddess Ray signature can be named 'Kosmic DNA' since this Field's configuration makes possible for the Universal Mind to exist. It also means that the fully ascended being's Essence-Awareness is the Goddess Ray incarnate, because She is the instrument of Spirit through which She Speaks (speaks from the source of its nature).
This - my Testimony - is a literal statement-description of decades worth of experiences Kundalini Shakti style - not not a translation of something I read in some esoteric text. Experiencer of the Divine knows that:
Mind cannot go outside its cycle - all ideas of a straight line of movement or of progress reaching infinitely upwards or sidewise into the Infinite is a delusion.
In Sri Aurobindo's words - which I second.
'Goddess Ray' and its Mind-Intelligence introduced itself to my eye of Spirit countless times, this is why/how I Know that its eternal and immutable Nature is part and parcel of our Deepest Essence in all its eye-dazzling Silver Ray glory: This is also why when I say: 'This is the Communication of the Divine from the Source of its nature', I mean it literally.
In this state - which is not a 'feeling', or 'intuition', but a state of being (permanent in my case) - one becomes aware of the Immaculate Wideness to which all visible and invisible manifestation 'belongs'.
The Lie Destroyer exists in relation to the vibratory cosmos but is also beyond it . . . where alone the Silver Goddess Ray reigns . Ascended Souls use words as containers into which subtlety of meaning is poured . . . this is what authentic Divine Revelation is about.
One who I named (my) 'community of peers', Sri Aurobindo, expressed same idea by stating:
What you call thinking I never do. I see or I don't see. + If a soul of man is to go beyond humanity to reach either a supramental or still higher status, it must pass out of this cosmic existence, either to a plane or world of Bliss and knowledge or into the unmanifest Eternal and Infinite.
The materialist sees my/our Testimony, thinks it is the 'product of delusional mind' - sees my poetically framed phrase 'Silver Goddess Ray' as something "poetic", in a "mythic" or "magical thinking", sense. Doesn't mean I am going to allow their jeering and character assassinations to prevent me from speaking.
I already know that even if I shouted from roof tops that what I share is not the product of subconscious mind's dive into hallucinatory wish fulfilling appearances/formations, drug-induced 'trips', or translation of what others said. . . still it would not incline the materialist to think 'she could be right'. Maybe if I were a man it would be a different story?
*
The main reason I wanted to write today is because I want to keep track/record of the mysterious 'cosmic chant' that began several days ago in the right side of my brain hemisphere. This Initiation's ever-present activity is most vividly heard/perceived (with my right ear) when I'm in bed. Because I am not interest in jumping to conclusions with 'guesses' as to what this type of Initiation might mean, I am happy to patiently wait and see. . .
I already know that those with right ear heard sweet-sounding notes are frequency carriers of loving thoughts and intentions. . .and those with left-side perceived sound-hertz are pregnant with pure rage/hate.
* Edit-expanded September 14/2013
1. Will mention first that, the 'cosmic chant' lasted over two years. I realized that this Sound Current Initiation *perceived with the supramental mind* is the Shabd Yoga Master 'signature' -- one out of several Grace-bestowed *undistorted* Transmissions of omipotent Knowledge in all its aspects *such as Descent of Divine/Uncreated Light, etc.*, before one gets permanently plugged to a plane of existence where She remains eternally with the fathomless depth and mystery of the Supreme Beloved. . .not as concept, but 'actually'.
2. In August 2013, I chanced upon information relevant to what I was describing in this post (with reference to perceiving 'messages' with right / left brain hemispheres) and decided to include - with permission from Mr. Sandeep - verifying passages from blog on synchronicity:
The capricious spark of intuition which is briefly flashed during occurrences of synchronicity ripens in self-realized sages into the highly refined powers (Siddhis) called 'Prakamaya' and 'Vyapati'. It is through Prakamaya that one gains knowledge of "the present states of mind, feeling, sensation etc. of others" and it is with Vyapati, that we "communicate anything we have in our systems, thought, feeling, power, etc., to another. As Sri Aurobindo explained, "every thought, feeling, sensation or other movement of consciousness in us create a wave or current which carries it out into the world-consciousness around and there it enters into a person who is able and allowed to receive it. Half at least of our habitual thoughts and feelings are such unconscious borrowings." Record of Yoga, p.20
http://www.auromere.wordpress.com/2010/12/sri-aurobindo-on-synchronicity_
This Essence resembles the likeness of a lightning bolt but has the appearance of a 'Field'. This 'fact' gives us the authority to assert: Without its/this Influence there would be no evolution of biological organisms, no evolution of consciousness.
This Glorious Field's point of entry is possible - for one with open Crown chakra - at the zenith-point of Erotic Rapture . . . the result of an upwards flowing transmuted Erotic Potency in its highest Expression, which is even Higher than what I described in The River of Light
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2010/05/river-of-light.html
Silver Goddess Ray signature can be named 'Kosmic DNA' since this Field's configuration makes possible for the Universal Mind to exist. It also means that the fully ascended being's Essence-Awareness is the Goddess Ray incarnate, because She is the instrument of Spirit through which She Speaks (speaks from the source of its nature).
This - my Testimony - is a literal statement-description of decades worth of experiences Kundalini Shakti style - not not a translation of something I read in some esoteric text. Experiencer of the Divine knows that:
Mind cannot go outside its cycle - all ideas of a straight line of movement or of progress reaching infinitely upwards or sidewise into the Infinite is a delusion.
In Sri Aurobindo's words - which I second.
'Goddess Ray' and its Mind-Intelligence introduced itself to my eye of Spirit countless times, this is why/how I Know that its eternal and immutable Nature is part and parcel of our Deepest Essence in all its eye-dazzling Silver Ray glory: This is also why when I say: 'This is the Communication of the Divine from the Source of its nature', I mean it literally.
In this state - which is not a 'feeling', or 'intuition', but a state of being (permanent in my case) - one becomes aware of the Immaculate Wideness to which all visible and invisible manifestation 'belongs'.
The Lie Destroyer exists in relation to the vibratory cosmos but is also beyond it . . . where alone the Silver Goddess Ray reigns . Ascended Souls use words as containers into which subtlety of meaning is poured . . . this is what authentic Divine Revelation is about.
One who I named (my) 'community of peers', Sri Aurobindo, expressed same idea by stating:
What you call thinking I never do. I see or I don't see. + If a soul of man is to go beyond humanity to reach either a supramental or still higher status, it must pass out of this cosmic existence, either to a plane or world of Bliss and knowledge or into the unmanifest Eternal and Infinite.
The materialist sees my/our Testimony, thinks it is the 'product of delusional mind' - sees my poetically framed phrase 'Silver Goddess Ray' as something "poetic", in a "mythic" or "magical thinking", sense. Doesn't mean I am going to allow their jeering and character assassinations to prevent me from speaking.
I already know that even if I shouted from roof tops that what I share is not the product of subconscious mind's dive into hallucinatory wish fulfilling appearances/formations, drug-induced 'trips', or translation of what others said. . . still it would not incline the materialist to think 'she could be right'. Maybe if I were a man it would be a different story?
*
The main reason I wanted to write today is because I want to keep track/record of the mysterious 'cosmic chant' that began several days ago in the right side of my brain hemisphere. This Initiation's ever-present activity is most vividly heard/perceived (with my right ear) when I'm in bed. Because I am not interest in jumping to conclusions with 'guesses' as to what this type of Initiation might mean, I am happy to patiently wait and see. . .
I already know that those with right ear heard sweet-sounding notes are frequency carriers of loving thoughts and intentions. . .and those with left-side perceived sound-hertz are pregnant with pure rage/hate.
* Edit-expanded September 14/2013
1. Will mention first that, the 'cosmic chant' lasted over two years. I realized that this Sound Current Initiation *perceived with the supramental mind* is the Shabd Yoga Master 'signature' -- one out of several Grace-bestowed *undistorted* Transmissions of omipotent Knowledge in all its aspects *such as Descent of Divine/Uncreated Light, etc.*, before one gets permanently plugged to a plane of existence where She remains eternally with the fathomless depth and mystery of the Supreme Beloved. . .not as concept, but 'actually'.
2. In August 2013, I chanced upon information relevant to what I was describing in this post (with reference to perceiving 'messages' with right / left brain hemispheres) and decided to include - with permission from Mr. Sandeep - verifying passages from blog on synchronicity:
The capricious spark of intuition which is briefly flashed during occurrences of synchronicity ripens in self-realized sages into the highly refined powers (Siddhis) called 'Prakamaya' and 'Vyapati'. It is through Prakamaya that one gains knowledge of "the present states of mind, feeling, sensation etc. of others" and it is with Vyapati, that we "communicate anything we have in our systems, thought, feeling, power, etc., to another. As Sri Aurobindo explained, "every thought, feeling, sensation or other movement of consciousness in us create a wave or current which carries it out into the world-consciousness around and there it enters into a person who is able and allowed to receive it. Half at least of our habitual thoughts and feelings are such unconscious borrowings." Record of Yoga, p.20
http://www.auromere.wordpress.com/2010/12/sri-aurobindo-on-synchronicity_
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Illuminations From Beyond the Intellect
Couple of nights ago, again, my right brain hemisphere was flooded by flute-like sound despite very intense 'psychic storms' in the collective. This Sound's flute-like melody kept humming along without ceasing. During the day I am aware of it faintly - it is only when I'm in deep Samadhi, its several notes long, fluke-like Sound coming from the right side/ear becomes really audible.
I have no doubt that this Kosmic chant current is the carrier of those periodically heard 'signals' I've been hearing with either left brain hemisphere, or right.
My brain hemispheres are not divided. . .
Quick recap on the difference between the left and right side sounds.
The signals/info perceived with my left left brain hemisphere are charged with negative emotions/intentions, directed at me when someone gets negatively triggered by what I say (in cyber land). I see those thought forms in all their aggressive glory. I could say a lot more about this, but am choosing not to.
On the other hand, those sweet sounding (right side) flute-like sounds are the carriers of very loving energy-intention/information
* Edit note: 29/08/2017
In 2013 I chanced upon information about this particular type of divine siddhi ("activated in the Superconscious field of the mind" Sri Aurobindo) called Vyapati and Prakamaya (Divine siddhis) in http://auromere.wordpress.com/2010/12/sri-aurobindo-on-synchronicity/
With permission from Mr. Sandeep, including the following excerpt with deep gratitude:
"The capricious spark of intuition which briefly flashed during occurrences of synchronicity ripens in self-realized sages into highly refined powers (Siddhis) called 'Prakamaya' and 'Vyapati'. It is through Prakamaya that one gains knowledge of "present states of mind, feeling, sensation etc. of others" and it is with Vyapati, that we "communicate anything we have in our systems, thought, feeling power, etc., to another."
As Sri Aurobindo explained, "every thought, feeling, sensation or other movement of consciousness in us create a wave or current which carries it out into the world-consciousness around and there it enters into any person who is able and allowed to receive it. Half at least of our habitual thoughts and feelings are such unconscious borrowings". Record of Yoga, p.20
Today - August 29, 2017 - I chanced upon verifying information on (Divine) Sound & Light. The following excerpts are from:
http://themotherdivine.com/10/naam-or-word-the-sound-principle.shtml
"In Yoga Sandhya, an elaborate account is given by the practice of "hearing shabd."
* I practiced nothing - must have in previous incarnations*
"In the Rig Veda and the Athan Veda there are hymns in praise of Shabd."
"A yogin ought to sit in Sidha Asan, and adopting Vaishnavi Mudra, should hear within him the "Sound" coming from the right side."
"The flute of Krishna is symbolic of the same Sound allegorically explained. This Sound is the source of all revelation to the Masters to whom It is revealed from within and it is, therefore, that they know and teach the one and the same Truth."
"From the above it is sufficiently clear that all Master-souls, whether Hindus, Muslims, Christians, and countless others, were conversant with the practice of the Word, though they did not necessarily expound it as regular science.
Most of them tell of Anhad Shabd only, leading up to Und and Brahmand or the subtle and cosmic regions. But perfect saints, irrespective of whether they belonged to one religion or the other, have gone beyond this and have spoken of Sar Shabd and Sat Shabd as well, and of regions beyond Brahmand (Par-Brahmand, i.e., Sach Khand, Alkah and Agm Deshas)."
"You can see His Light when your inner eye is opened" & "You can hear His voice when your inner ear is opened."
The following quote is from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Surat_Shabd_Yoga
"Those who have mastered this path have finally merged with the Supreme Lord in His Absolute, Nameless and Formless State. The Creator, the Absolute, projects itself into form that assumes two primary attributes: Light and Sound.
(Shabd, Word or Naam) and Light are primal manifestations of God when he projects Himself into Creation. In His nameless state He is neither light nor darkness, neither sound nor silence, but when He assumes shape and form, Light and Sound emerge as His primary attributes.
-Kripal Singh
* Based on my experience, Kripal Singh's assertion is true, but partial.
One whose eternal self-Soul fulfills her ancient plan at the zenith-point of her evolution, unites with the Essence of the Supreme Divine Beloved...bears witness to new revelation about the nature of the Supreme Being.
It can be captured by this one phrase:
What I Am is Love and What I Have is Bliss
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And this - from: http://auromerepress.com/2009/07/vedic-vak-four-levels-of-sound/
1. Para-Vak is the highest form of sound. It issues from the Supernal Ether (para mam vyomam) where all the sound vibrations that build the various world preexist in an undifferentiated state.
2. Pashyanti is the sound vibration heard in the Causal worlds. Pashyanti in sanskrit means "seeing speech." A sage whose consciousness is concentrated in the causal body is able to "glimpse" a Truth in a vision or revelation. Knowledge is acquired in the inner mind by sight without the use of reasoning faculty or sensory data.
3. Madhyama (Middle) is the sound as perceived in the subtle or Pranic world. A good example of this would be thought-forms held in our mind.
4. Vaikhari is the lowest form of sound and it signifies outward expression. This is the spoken word emerging from our throat.
*
The above mentioned cosmic chant lasted for about 2 years - maybe longer? I'm pretty sure I mentioned when it stopped in one of my posts. Whatever it was that needed fine-tuning within my interiority, has reached its apex-point and integrated itself into my body-mind-Soul system. I hear still the constant, crystal- like / extremely subtle spinning sound vibration within and in my Universal Body (without).
In conclusion will add that, this was another type (one of many) of Initiation into Divine Mystery - which correlates with what Aurobindo wrote:
Divine condition descends from above, is given by the Divine" + "The higher spiritual planes create their own formulations in the subliminal in the depths within us" + (but) "to know them, the Supermind must descend into us."
P.S. In order to avoid having overly long post, I edit-removed half of it to make room for new material.
Also, it occurred to me to mention that I chose to use my (not recent) passport photo-image (profile) my son took a picture of for a very specific reason. . .
He looked at it and declared it "ruined". I looked at it, and said "it's perfect" - but didn't tell him why. I thought it was perfect, because of the 'white light' image next to my right ear -- the brain-hemisphere with which I hear/receive sweet sounding messages.
I have no doubt that this Kosmic chant current is the carrier of those periodically heard 'signals' I've been hearing with either left brain hemisphere, or right.
My brain hemispheres are not divided. . .
Quick recap on the difference between the left and right side sounds.
The signals/info perceived with my left left brain hemisphere are charged with negative emotions/intentions, directed at me when someone gets negatively triggered by what I say (in cyber land). I see those thought forms in all their aggressive glory. I could say a lot more about this, but am choosing not to.
On the other hand, those sweet sounding (right side) flute-like sounds are the carriers of very loving energy-intention/information
* Edit note: 29/08/2017
In 2013 I chanced upon information about this particular type of divine siddhi ("activated in the Superconscious field of the mind" Sri Aurobindo) called Vyapati and Prakamaya (Divine siddhis) in http://auromere.wordpress.com/2010/12/sri-aurobindo-on-synchronicity/
With permission from Mr. Sandeep, including the following excerpt with deep gratitude:
"The capricious spark of intuition which briefly flashed during occurrences of synchronicity ripens in self-realized sages into highly refined powers (Siddhis) called 'Prakamaya' and 'Vyapati'. It is through Prakamaya that one gains knowledge of "present states of mind, feeling, sensation etc. of others" and it is with Vyapati, that we "communicate anything we have in our systems, thought, feeling power, etc., to another."
As Sri Aurobindo explained, "every thought, feeling, sensation or other movement of consciousness in us create a wave or current which carries it out into the world-consciousness around and there it enters into any person who is able and allowed to receive it. Half at least of our habitual thoughts and feelings are such unconscious borrowings". Record of Yoga, p.20
Today - August 29, 2017 - I chanced upon verifying information on (Divine) Sound & Light. The following excerpts are from:
http://themotherdivine.com/10/naam-or-word-the-sound-principle.shtml
"In Yoga Sandhya, an elaborate account is given by the practice of "hearing shabd."
* I practiced nothing - must have in previous incarnations*
"In the Rig Veda and the Athan Veda there are hymns in praise of Shabd."
"A yogin ought to sit in Sidha Asan, and adopting Vaishnavi Mudra, should hear within him the "Sound" coming from the right side."
"The flute of Krishna is symbolic of the same Sound allegorically explained. This Sound is the source of all revelation to the Masters to whom It is revealed from within and it is, therefore, that they know and teach the one and the same Truth."
"From the above it is sufficiently clear that all Master-souls, whether Hindus, Muslims, Christians, and countless others, were conversant with the practice of the Word, though they did not necessarily expound it as regular science.
Most of them tell of Anhad Shabd only, leading up to Und and Brahmand or the subtle and cosmic regions. But perfect saints, irrespective of whether they belonged to one religion or the other, have gone beyond this and have spoken of Sar Shabd and Sat Shabd as well, and of regions beyond Brahmand (Par-Brahmand, i.e., Sach Khand, Alkah and Agm Deshas)."
"You can see His Light when your inner eye is opened" & "You can hear His voice when your inner ear is opened."
The following quote is from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Surat_Shabd_Yoga
"Those who have mastered this path have finally merged with the Supreme Lord in His Absolute, Nameless and Formless State. The Creator, the Absolute, projects itself into form that assumes two primary attributes: Light and Sound.
(Shabd, Word or Naam) and Light are primal manifestations of God when he projects Himself into Creation. In His nameless state He is neither light nor darkness, neither sound nor silence, but when He assumes shape and form, Light and Sound emerge as His primary attributes.
-Kripal Singh
* Based on my experience, Kripal Singh's assertion is true, but partial.
One whose eternal self-Soul fulfills her ancient plan at the zenith-point of her evolution, unites with the Essence of the Supreme Divine Beloved...bears witness to new revelation about the nature of the Supreme Being.
It can be captured by this one phrase:
What I Am is Love and What I Have is Bliss
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And this - from: http://auromerepress.com/2009/07/vedic-vak-four-levels-of-sound/
1. Para-Vak is the highest form of sound. It issues from the Supernal Ether (para mam vyomam) where all the sound vibrations that build the various world preexist in an undifferentiated state.
2. Pashyanti is the sound vibration heard in the Causal worlds. Pashyanti in sanskrit means "seeing speech." A sage whose consciousness is concentrated in the causal body is able to "glimpse" a Truth in a vision or revelation. Knowledge is acquired in the inner mind by sight without the use of reasoning faculty or sensory data.
3. Madhyama (Middle) is the sound as perceived in the subtle or Pranic world. A good example of this would be thought-forms held in our mind.
4. Vaikhari is the lowest form of sound and it signifies outward expression. This is the spoken word emerging from our throat.
*
The above mentioned cosmic chant lasted for about 2 years - maybe longer? I'm pretty sure I mentioned when it stopped in one of my posts. Whatever it was that needed fine-tuning within my interiority, has reached its apex-point and integrated itself into my body-mind-Soul system. I hear still the constant, crystal- like / extremely subtle spinning sound vibration within and in my Universal Body (without).
In conclusion will add that, this was another type (one of many) of Initiation into Divine Mystery - which correlates with what Aurobindo wrote:
Divine condition descends from above, is given by the Divine" + "The higher spiritual planes create their own formulations in the subliminal in the depths within us" + (but) "to know them, the Supermind must descend into us."
P.S. In order to avoid having overly long post, I edit-removed half of it to make room for new material.
Also, it occurred to me to mention that I chose to use my (not recent) passport photo-image (profile) my son took a picture of for a very specific reason. . .
He looked at it and declared it "ruined". I looked at it, and said "it's perfect" - but didn't tell him why. I thought it was perfect, because of the 'white light' image next to my right ear -- the brain-hemisphere with which I hear/receive sweet sounding messages.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Why Do I Share Stories
This day in Deep Samadhi, the I who is unbounded, heard (telepathically):
"completely different line of development". . .This 'different line of development' takes place at the zenith-point of one's Soul's evolution with full awareness and trusting heart. Much of what passes for 'spirituality', is often nothing but translation of what someone learned from others (and may be misleading).
Those of us who know 'better', have a moral duty to bear witness to Depth data/Divine Revelation (which introduces itself to the awareness of one's non-biological/ascended Soul).
I know that if I was preoccupied with and wanted to feel important in others' eyes, my Soul-evolution - grounded in multidimensional evolution into wholeness and transcendence - wouldn't happen. Many get triggered negatively by what I bear witness too, but because genuine enlightenment isn't personal, I have a duty to obey the inner call of my Vocation. I'm not a writer, still I try to the best of my ability to fulfill the duty I was entrusted with.
I surrendered long ago to the Invitation to follow my non-biological Soul's guidance, whose Essence (diamond-bright Luminosity) is visible to the eye of contemplation.
The Spiritual Scientist in me is very intrigued by how mysterious, and at the same time utterly ordinary it all feels. Ordinary, in a 'nothing special', sense, just a higher level of realization.
Some Visionary experiences strike a deep emotional chord because of the potency of their message . . .
Example: Today, a beautiful boy child placed (vertically) on my chest three precious Jewels.
I recognized the subtlety of the significance of this Vision as: 'integrated body-mind-spirit'.
The Innocent Child archetype in me trusted all along that I was "in good hands", and willingly became a focused Participant.
The Tibetan Book of The Dead - my copy translated by Robert Thurman - has the following description on "integration" in the glossary:
Sanskrit yoganaddha is the Unexcelled Yoga Tantra name for Buddhahoood, the fifth and highest of the perfection stages, indicating that relative and ultimate, individual and personal, body and mind, bliss and wisdom, male and female--all dualities--are integrated in this experience of fulfillment .
It is not possible to describe the full extent the significance of a monumental mystical experience, still I try in simple words, not only describe, but explain its significance.
I do that, because with the eye of Spirit disclosed "empirical evidence/data", is important.
Example: (something I shared before, but will recap again).
Many years ago, my Soul woke up and beheld with a downcast gaze two white as milk moon slivers...when I looked up the star-studded night sky 'rushed over' to one side unveiling the Presence of the Great God-Light. * I have been calling it the 'Uncreated Sun' -- which Sri Aurobindo said: "is the symbol of Divine Truth, it stands universally for the supramental Light, the Divine Gnosis."*
I knew that I was standing on the topmost rung of the ladder before the presence of the Great Sun with a smaller Light on its right side.
I knew that a "smart man" was standing next to the ladder. . .Below, a group of uncouth looking men. One began speaking to me. I listened with great intent to his "garbled pleading". I knew not what he was pleading, I knew I would never turn away from suffering.
When I looked up again, there was a sudden movement where the smaller Light was. Next instant the image of White Dove (symbol for the Holy Spirit) began its rapid descent towards me . . .
I recognized the significance of this most blessed Baptismal and relaxed fully to welcome its Bliss/Essence into my being...Feeling ripples of bliss-energy radiating throughout my chest, spreading to every fiber of my being .
Words of gratitude and bhakti tears sealed this most precious 'deal'.
This is what keeps me going -- not my will, or strength, but a super kind of Energy-Strength-Bliss, which passes human understanding.
If I didn't share this mystical experiences, it would feel as if I was cheating others of my support. Cheating of: "See? if it happened to me, it can happen to you also. Not in the same fashion, perhaps, but in the manner suited to your evolution."
This is the awakened Soul's agenda. Its purpose is to show that we are so much more than who we think we are. If someone is inspired by what I share, all the better. But I would never say 'believe my words, and you will be blessed', or some such. I say perform the injunction, find out for yourself.
I share my with the eye of Spirit disclosed empirical data, because of obligation to Life itself.
Those who wake up must carry the evolutionary torch forward. The realization that the evolutionary potential of the Human Family rests on our going forth shoulders, is what keeps us going.
http://spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.com/2009/06/becoming-source-of-light.html
"completely different line of development". . .This 'different line of development' takes place at the zenith-point of one's Soul's evolution with full awareness and trusting heart. Much of what passes for 'spirituality', is often nothing but translation of what someone learned from others (and may be misleading).
Those of us who know 'better', have a moral duty to bear witness to Depth data/Divine Revelation (which introduces itself to the awareness of one's non-biological/ascended Soul).
I know that if I was preoccupied with and wanted to feel important in others' eyes, my Soul-evolution - grounded in multidimensional evolution into wholeness and transcendence - wouldn't happen. Many get triggered negatively by what I bear witness too, but because genuine enlightenment isn't personal, I have a duty to obey the inner call of my Vocation. I'm not a writer, still I try to the best of my ability to fulfill the duty I was entrusted with.
I surrendered long ago to the Invitation to follow my non-biological Soul's guidance, whose Essence (diamond-bright Luminosity) is visible to the eye of contemplation.
The Spiritual Scientist in me is very intrigued by how mysterious, and at the same time utterly ordinary it all feels. Ordinary, in a 'nothing special', sense, just a higher level of realization.
Some Visionary experiences strike a deep emotional chord because of the potency of their message . . .
Example: Today, a beautiful boy child placed (vertically) on my chest three precious Jewels.
I recognized the subtlety of the significance of this Vision as: 'integrated body-mind-spirit'.
The Innocent Child archetype in me trusted all along that I was "in good hands", and willingly became a focused Participant.
The Tibetan Book of The Dead - my copy translated by Robert Thurman - has the following description on "integration" in the glossary:
Sanskrit yoganaddha is the Unexcelled Yoga Tantra name for Buddhahoood, the fifth and highest of the perfection stages, indicating that relative and ultimate, individual and personal, body and mind, bliss and wisdom, male and female--all dualities--are integrated in this experience of fulfillment .
It is not possible to describe the full extent the significance of a monumental mystical experience, still I try in simple words, not only describe, but explain its significance.
I do that, because with the eye of Spirit disclosed "empirical evidence/data", is important.
Example: (something I shared before, but will recap again).
Many years ago, my Soul woke up and beheld with a downcast gaze two white as milk moon slivers...when I looked up the star-studded night sky 'rushed over' to one side unveiling the Presence of the Great God-Light. * I have been calling it the 'Uncreated Sun' -- which Sri Aurobindo said: "is the symbol of Divine Truth, it stands universally for the supramental Light, the Divine Gnosis."*
I knew that I was standing on the topmost rung of the ladder before the presence of the Great Sun with a smaller Light on its right side.
I knew that a "smart man" was standing next to the ladder. . .Below, a group of uncouth looking men. One began speaking to me. I listened with great intent to his "garbled pleading". I knew not what he was pleading, I knew I would never turn away from suffering.
When I looked up again, there was a sudden movement where the smaller Light was. Next instant the image of White Dove (symbol for the Holy Spirit) began its rapid descent towards me . . .
I recognized the significance of this most blessed Baptismal and relaxed fully to welcome its Bliss/Essence into my being...Feeling ripples of bliss-energy radiating throughout my chest, spreading to every fiber of my being .
Words of gratitude and bhakti tears sealed this most precious 'deal'.
This is what keeps me going -- not my will, or strength, but a super kind of Energy-Strength-Bliss, which passes human understanding.
If I didn't share this mystical experiences, it would feel as if I was cheating others of my support. Cheating of: "See? if it happened to me, it can happen to you also. Not in the same fashion, perhaps, but in the manner suited to your evolution."
This is the awakened Soul's agenda. Its purpose is to show that we are so much more than who we think we are. If someone is inspired by what I share, all the better. But I would never say 'believe my words, and you will be blessed', or some such. I say perform the injunction, find out for yourself.
I share my with the eye of Spirit disclosed empirical data, because of obligation to Life itself.
Those who wake up must carry the evolutionary torch forward. The realization that the evolutionary potential of the Human Family rests on our going forth shoulders, is what keeps us going.
http://spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.com/2009/06/becoming-source-of-light.html
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Epiphany Day
My Webster dictionary states: "in many Christion churches, a yearly festival, held January 6 commemorating both the revealing of Jesus as the Christ to the Gentiles in the person of the Magi and baptism of Jesus."
In my blog titled Solar Heart Initiation, I described my Initiation into Cosmic/Christ consciousness which took place January 6, 2009. One who knows what 'Union of the Soul with the Essence of the Absolute', means, bears witness to it by describing what the actual Initiation was like. In my Cosmic Synchronicity & Confirmation post, I talk about a type of Cosmic synchronicity that made me gasp.
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2009/03/solar-heart-initiation.html
&
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2013/08/cosmic-synchronicity-confirmation.html
This is Soul science data - which ascended mystics bear witness to. Not saying the experience is the same for everyone - I'm saying that, at the end of one's eternal self Soul journey through the transcendent Light and Sound every Soul will have a direct experience of Union of the Soul with the Essence of the Absolute Supreme. Each in their own words can describe what that was like for them. What we bear witness to is very precious - and it is for the benefit of all beings and evolution of consciousness itself, in service to the Divine. At this stage, one realizes our true calling is Service. There is nothing glamorous about this job. Matter of fact it's quite the opposite (for the genuine Master).
Sri Aurobindo words affirm that Buddha/Christ consciousness is available to anyone who submits to the Divine Will within depth of our being - some may prefer to call it the the Holy Spirit, or something else.
It is not sufficient to worship Krishna, Christ, Buddha without, if there is not the revealing and formation of the Buddha, the Christ or Krishna in ourselves.
Saint Teresa of Avila taught her Nuns:
Christ has no body but yours. No hands, no feet on earth but yours. Your are the eyes through which Christ looks with compassion into the world. Yours are the feet with which Christ blesses the world.
This is not about proclaiming one self as the messiah, this is bearing witness to who we truly are.
We bear witness to the fact that Divine Truth is greater than any mentally conceived philosophy or religious belief.
We reach out to those who hunger for spiritual uplifting, we feed the hungry. we fight for the dignity of all children , and so on. Meditation is a spiritual practice, but so is ministering to those in need.
I know people who are not at all religious but their heart-action on world stage is 'saintly'.
*
The link to Solar Heart Initiation is working so I will not describe again what transpired on January 6, 2009 - instead, I will include couple of (verifying) quotes which I was not aware of when I wrote that blog.
Beholding the higher Light beyond darkness
we came to the divine Sun in the Godhead,
to the highest Light of all.
- Rig Veda
Again - in Sri Aurobindo words:
The true knowledge and description must be left to the language of the mystic and the figures, at once more vivid and more recondite, of a direct and concrete experience. +
The Supermind (Divine Gnosis) itself in the descending degrees of the manifestation emerges from the Ananda.
* Ananda, or the supreme supracosmic Satchichidananda is above all, even Supermind *
Supermind may be described as its power of awareness and world-awareness, the world being known as within itself and not outside. So to live consciously in the supreme Sachichidananda one must pass through the Supermind. +
The sun is the symbol of Divine Truth, it stands universally for the supramental Light, the divine gnosis. Light is the Light of Consciousness, Truth, Knowledge - the sun is the concentration or source of the Light. It is the symbol and power of the inner or higher Truth; to see it in meditation is a good sign. +
When you see Light, this is Vision. The vision signifies a future realization. When you feel Light entering into you, that is experience; When Light settles in you and brings illumination and knowledge, that is realization. Repetition of experience leads to realization.
In my blog titled Solar Heart Initiation, I described my Initiation into Cosmic/Christ consciousness which took place January 6, 2009. One who knows what 'Union of the Soul with the Essence of the Absolute', means, bears witness to it by describing what the actual Initiation was like. In my Cosmic Synchronicity & Confirmation post, I talk about a type of Cosmic synchronicity that made me gasp.
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2009/03/solar-heart-initiation.html
&
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2013/08/cosmic-synchronicity-confirmation.html
This is Soul science data - which ascended mystics bear witness to. Not saying the experience is the same for everyone - I'm saying that, at the end of one's eternal self Soul journey through the transcendent Light and Sound every Soul will have a direct experience of Union of the Soul with the Essence of the Absolute Supreme. Each in their own words can describe what that was like for them. What we bear witness to is very precious - and it is for the benefit of all beings and evolution of consciousness itself, in service to the Divine. At this stage, one realizes our true calling is Service. There is nothing glamorous about this job. Matter of fact it's quite the opposite (for the genuine Master).
Sri Aurobindo words affirm that Buddha/Christ consciousness is available to anyone who submits to the Divine Will within depth of our being - some may prefer to call it the the Holy Spirit, or something else.
It is not sufficient to worship Krishna, Christ, Buddha without, if there is not the revealing and formation of the Buddha, the Christ or Krishna in ourselves.
Saint Teresa of Avila taught her Nuns:
Christ has no body but yours. No hands, no feet on earth but yours. Your are the eyes through which Christ looks with compassion into the world. Yours are the feet with which Christ blesses the world.
This is not about proclaiming one self as the messiah, this is bearing witness to who we truly are.
We bear witness to the fact that Divine Truth is greater than any mentally conceived philosophy or religious belief.
We reach out to those who hunger for spiritual uplifting, we feed the hungry. we fight for the dignity of all children , and so on. Meditation is a spiritual practice, but so is ministering to those in need.
I know people who are not at all religious but their heart-action on world stage is 'saintly'.
*
The link to Solar Heart Initiation is working so I will not describe again what transpired on January 6, 2009 - instead, I will include couple of (verifying) quotes which I was not aware of when I wrote that blog.
Beholding the higher Light beyond darkness
we came to the divine Sun in the Godhead,
to the highest Light of all.
- Rig Veda
Again - in Sri Aurobindo words:
The true knowledge and description must be left to the language of the mystic and the figures, at once more vivid and more recondite, of a direct and concrete experience. +
The Supermind (Divine Gnosis) itself in the descending degrees of the manifestation emerges from the Ananda.
* Ananda, or the supreme supracosmic Satchichidananda is above all, even Supermind *
Supermind may be described as its power of awareness and world-awareness, the world being known as within itself and not outside. So to live consciously in the supreme Sachichidananda one must pass through the Supermind. +
The sun is the symbol of Divine Truth, it stands universally for the supramental Light, the divine gnosis. Light is the Light of Consciousness, Truth, Knowledge - the sun is the concentration or source of the Light. It is the symbol and power of the inner or higher Truth; to see it in meditation is a good sign. +
When you see Light, this is Vision. The vision signifies a future realization. When you feel Light entering into you, that is experience; When Light settles in you and brings illumination and knowledge, that is realization. Repetition of experience leads to realization.
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