Illuminations From Heart & Above the Head Regions

Few loose threads to tie up. . .
I want to acknowledge the significance  (couple of posts earlier mentioned)  of hearing/listening  to the most sublimely enchanting "flute" melody . . .The sound of 'regular' flute melody is really nice, but it's missing that celestial tone. . . missing that  bliss-enchanting  luminosity of sound I heard in the Yogic state.
How is such a thing possible? . . .
Not 'I', but my greater I-Soul-Spirit orchestrates, (or creates) this kind of synchronicity.
From Wikipedia on Krishnas flute, statement:
"... flute charms the entire creation, animate as well inanimate. The deer-eyed gopis of Vajra are so fascinated "herewith that mandara flowers which decorate their coifure fall. May the sound of Krishna's flute, the enemy of Kamsa and saviour of gods bless you all!"

Another snippet on Krishna states:
"According to Puranic sources, Krishna's disappearance marks the end of Dvapara Yuga and the start of Kali Yuga."

Therefore, it can be stated that the Flute's Melody announces the ushering of a New Era.
Hafiz wrote:
"I am a hole in the flute, through which Christ breath moves." Anyone whose (eternal) Soul fulfilled her ancient plan can bear witness to same.
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And, from another  tying up / unpacking few things, file - descriptions of Grace bestowed Initiations, verified by those who are qualified:
 Will begin by noting that I was not a scholar of mystical traditions, and terms such as Samadhi, or "White Flame", etc., meant nothing until I read description of what it signifies.
I did have few intense/dynamic experiences or encouters with the 'White Flame' - and via google-power found out that the Eastern Traditions have meditation to invoke the "White Angel" (who resides above one's head)

1. Description of a 'starling' experience of seeing a White Dove fly out of my third eye.
(But first) By then I was aware of a Bible passage of Jesus' Baptism by the Holy Spirit in a form of a White Dove.
Knew, that this image/symbol represents the Holy Spirit. I liked that he never said: "I am the only son of God". He urged those who liked his teaching to follow his example and 'greater then these things will be accomplished.'
2. Brief description of a pregant with significance encounter with the White Dove Principle - and my 'promise' to never turn away from world's cries:

(In deep Samadhis state) With the eye of Spirit, I-Soul looked down and saw pure white "2 moon crescents"... when I looked up, I saw the night sky's canopy 'rush' over to one side. . . and there it was -  the uncreated Sun / symbol of Divine Truth in all its splendid glory, and conscious-aware of the fact I can look at it without having to squint.
Aware, I was standing on the top rung of the ladder while a "smart man" stood on the ground next to it.
Next instant,  my gaze-attention focused on a group of folks on the ground. One man was looking and speaking to me. . .
I tired to focus intently on what he was saying. . .and even though his voice  was faint and I heard only garble, I saw his "pleading tone", saw his body's language cry for "help".
Next, a 'movement' on the Sun's right side caught my eye - a most welcome sight of a White Bird's descent (in a straight beeline towards me),  "and I knew!"
 I  closed my eyes  to  receive  its Blissful energy's radiance, its unimaginable Sweet currents' influence-impact felt in every fiber of my body.
Bhakti tears of eternal gratitude Sealed this most precious Deal. . .
Most importantly, I knew (even before this Event) I would never turn away from cries of the world.

*  In Sri Aurobindo's words on the inner Sun's significance:   "The sun is the symbol of Divine Truth, it stands universally for the supramental Light, the Divine Gnosis. Light is the Light of Consciousness, Truth, Knowledge -- the sun is the concentration or source of the Light. It is the symbol and power of the inner or higher Truth."

3. The sudden apperance of a 'white as snow flame' Essence - while practicing hands-on energy balancing on my  husband - startled me into gasp-like voice-reaction. We were both in deeply relaxed state when - this time with open eyes - beheld a vision of white as snow cloud-like whiteness moving/dancing between my several inches apart hands above his Crown chakra. . . and I knew what that signified.

Years later I chanced upon Sri Aurobindo's (verifying) words on 'White Light':
"White light indicates the divine consciousness. White is the purity and power of the divine Truth. The White light is manifestation of pure divine force descending from one of the truth-planes leading to the supramental.

Is it safe for me to share what other ascended mystics for thousands of years experienced and shared?  Do I keep quiet  for fear of getting clobbered (with gaslighting furry in an online group which allows spiritual discussion) for my well earned 'Spirit-wings' from the:  "who do you think you are", camp?
It would be much easier not to, because no one would get angry. Emotional manipulators do what comes naturally to them. What I bear witness to is natural to me. Besides, I know I have a moral duty to obey the inner call of my vocation -- so no, there is not a chance in hell I will allow their extremely impoverished view of the transcendental infinite Reality affect me.  


Gopi Krishna wrote in Kundalini For The New Age  - and I agree that:
 "The men and women who have undergone this transformation and now have this expanded consciousness are known to be in the samadhi state of oneness with the cosmic consciousness. All the great mystics who have written on this subject have given their symptoms openly and plainly. That's the tradition. And from their descriptions, one can compare one's own condition."

For Hypatia of Alexandria With Love

When I found out that Hypatia of Alexandria was murdered by religious fanatics, Fierce Indignation compelled me to give voice to what sane beings feel. Many are afraid to rock the conventional boat, some are not and sing at the top of our voice: I AM HER VOICE NOW, I AM THE VOICE OF EVERY WOMAN WHO WAS MURDERED OR SILENCED BY THE OPPRESSOR!

That day I wrote I AM WHO I BECAME, to honor Hypatia's life and her contribution to the world.

I am ancient yet ageless Source of Life
The personification of the Life Force itself
Worshipped under many aspects
Known by many names.
A single embodiemnt of all gods and goddesses.
As Wrathful Protectress, like long-submerged
Volcanic fires under the sea. . .
I, the Ever-Lasting One erupted
Riding crest's wave, vowing to solemnly guard the
Evolutionary currents with a cry:

I REJECT THE NOTION
ONLY THE MALE IS CAPABLE OF DIVINE REVELATION!

The True Oracle

'The True Oracle' . . .thus I heard - in Deep Samadhi state - in the Divine  plane of existence, where  the Ultimate Knowledge about the True nature of reality is Realized.   In this state-stage  one discovers that the Ultimate Awakening is given by Divine Grace and Realized by the  awakened awareness of  the True Oracle - one's fully ascended eternal self-Soul.  It is She who bears witness to the fact that her Essence-Bliss is identical with the Essence of the One Spirit . . .

When the  not enlightened critic insists:   'Absolute truth is not perceivable by humans', I wholeheartedly agree and explain that  Absolute Divine Truth/ Divine Revelation is perceivable by one who becomes more than  human at the zenith-point of ones eternal self-Soul's evolution.
I found confirmation for  what it means to 'become more than human', in The Tibetan Book of The Dead in the Glossary section. My copy was translated by Robert A,F. Thurman:
Sanskrit yuganaddha is the Unecelled Yoga Tantra name for Buddhahood, the fifth and highest perfection stages, indicating that relative and ultimate, individual and universal, body and mind, bliss and wisdom, male and female--all dualities--are integrated in this experience of fulfillment.

 Soul level spirituality involves the  fully active Kundalini Shakti whose  'job' is to transform our entire being by automatic body purification. She bestows  upon us  the ability to have first-hand perception of all the domains of creation,  she  is responsible for the  activation  of divine Siddhis (in the superconscious field of the mind),  filling us with  boundless Bliss and revealing the essence of our being to be Divine.
One who is ready for the 'path without a map' bears witness to why 'only by hard sacrifice is High heaven earned'.  . .Karma placed me in this situation because I was ready to endure many years of   (Unsolicited)  Kundalini Shakti's   'makeovers', as well as  Initiations into Deepest Mysteries  by receiving many types of  Soul level Experiences (essential for the complete transformation).
 And, because I knew I was 'in good hands', I  submitted fully to this mind-boggling Force-Power-Intelligence.
Sri Aurobindo confirms this for me:
The psychic aspires to the Divine or answers to things divine, it is surrendered in principle, but it has to develop its surrender in detail carrying with it the surrender of all the being. +
The mind shies from complex cognitive work, the higher vital wants the freedom to fulfill its ambitions, the lower vital loves to indulge in its petty deeds, etc. As each of these defects is identified and relinquished, the psychic flame burns with ever-new intensity creating palpable warmth in various parts of being. +
Only the one who offers his whole nature, finds the Self. Only the one who can give everything, enjoys the Divine All everywhere. Only supreme self-abandonment attains to the Supreme. Only  the sublimation  by sacrifice of all that we are, can enable us to embody the Highest and live here in the immanent consciousness of the transcendental Spirit. 
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In this section I want to have on record what transpired this AM hour during 'Yogic Sleep' (which transcends sleep)
At some point the most pleasant sensations of laser-like beams of Energy began spiraling around my head. . .Next, in my Light-transferred body I beheld the most enchanting panorama of a European looking town. . .So familiar its beauty. Simultaneously, I am thinking  'is this  what it will be when I die?'   I don't want to go into other 'pleasant' details, and will only add that at some point I remembered I have a blog where I scribble to my heart's content about the things that matter to me without being bullied, and 'woke up' in this dimension.