Little Girl Revisited

THE DANCING HEART BEATS in the RHYTHM WITH the DIVINE WILL

My first spiritual poem titled Little Girl, contains the first spark of the destiny I was destined to grow into...
Truth be told, ever since I was a little girl my heart-sense felt alive with a type of energy as if it already knew exactly what the future had in store for me. Now I know with outmost certainty that 'I have become what I was born to be'. I was always a doer - a mover and shaker type, and an agent of my own destiny. 'Twas I who begged Mama to let me to go school the year my older sister and friend started first grade. She relented, so did school - and I was ecstatic. 'Twas I who decided to leave school, because I was bored to death. I was the one who made the decision to emigrate to Canada when I was a teen - because the little town I grew up in was too boring for my taste.

I felt intense outrage when my husband's parents' friend, said: "You're just a mommy now" - upon seeing cradling in my arms my newborn baby.
I wrote Happily Blaming My Ways on Karma 2020/05 & Blaming My Ways on Karma 2023/01, to show what its like to be a selfless doer.

I made that vow: 'I will Work for the Higher Power' (blog title 2009) before I was born . . . Because I was born with unbroken continuity of awareness.

The One who placed that 'duty-bound and joyful' Spark in me, knew I was strong enough to bear my own suffering as well as witness others' and still chose love and 'helping hands'.

My four-year-old self declared:
"I will dance for God!" (when Gran tried to teach me prayers), and I kept that Promise with my courage, my surrender and witness - by my willingness to speak what others cannot yet hear, to write and speak only from alignment with that deeper guidance.

Duty offered as selfless service is an act of devotion to God, feels like the most natural thing. . .I simply offer what I was entrusted with. This vow I made long to 'dance for God', feels like a first time the Divine used my hand to tell me about my future - to show me that my destiny was already whispering.

I write because the Teachings entrusted to me were not supposed to remain private. They were meant to be offered, perserved, and placed in hands of those who can hear.

My calling is to testify to the Higher Realities so they are not lost in an age of confusion and spiritual amnesia. . .
Hearts broken open see world's pain. We see our fragmented selves: psychologically, spiritually - we see the unfortunate reasults of break down of meaning, ecological self-harm, racial tensions, tribal identity wars, fear-based politics, etc. We see that these terrible problems can be corrected by integrated minds and awakened hearts:
Those who are capable of perspective-taking and spiritual discernment can hold paradox without collapsing.
These capacities are not luxuries. They are survival requirements for the next stage of humanity.

I do not write to convince sceptics. I write because Immortal Teachings are in danger of being lost - burried under scientism, cynicism, and cultural indifference.
I write because the Supramental descent is not a myth: It is a living evolutionary event.
I write because the Divine asked me to bear witness, and I obey. Our future depends on what we become. The Supramental is not coming to save us. It is coming to transform us - if we are willing.

My task is simple: to salvage what must not be forgotten, to articulate what must be understood, and to serve the Divine in the unfolding of our collective future.

There are moments on the Path when the Divine smiles. . .The Dancing Heart sees Humanity differently - it does not turn away from world's suffering. It sees it more clearly (without despair). It sees the fragmentation, the fear, the confusion, the spiritual amnesia - yet it also sees what humanity is capable of and must become. The Dancing Heart knows there is a deeper intelligence trying to emerge. . .And the Heart dances because it knows that a better future is not a fantasy, but a destiny. The world needs Hearts that can feel the future calling and respond.

I write because I speak the language of authenticity. This Voice is fluent in transparency, because the Kosmic address I'm writing from has a built-in, non-fail rigor bulit into its structure by the Will of the Supreme Effulgence and its Conscious Force.
I write to remind the narrow-science empiricist that,
"....the Nature has built an unscalable wall to keep the intellect intruding into a territory that belongs to a superior sense" - quote in Gopi Krishna's words.
I have been told (days ago) by a developmentally arrested man - in whose hands even AI sounds like a tragic expression of a wound that can never heal: "Your translations are wrong because they are outside of science". He is making categorry error - it's like saying pooetry is wrong because it's not chemistry. What he says is true to him because he is speaking from a different developmenat center of gravity.

Both, intellectual rigor and spiritual maturity are required to traverse the deepest developmental stages. Traversing low subtle, low causal, high causal and ultimate developmental stages, are not for the faint-hearted. Authentic high-altitude insights into nature of Reality in its visible and invisible aspects, are Grace-given to those willing to become Humanity's servants.
Is the secular guillotine of postmodern culture sharp enough to slaughter the transcendent, immaterial, ineffable mystery of the Enlightened awareness of the Immortal Soul? Of course NOT.
But it is up to us to make sure theirs' is not the last word.