I mentioned in comment section yesterday that my first 'live' Teacher was Rev. John White (www.revjohnwhite.com) . I don't think for a moment he remembers me, but I have a hunch he would if I mentioned his listening to "Angels singing" while he was doing a reading for me. . . "It's the first time that something like this happened to me", said radiant John (among other things.)
Almost daily, in those days, I listened to my favorite (call-in) radio show whose host was mystic Ann Toth. I loved her :) and John was one of the regular guests. And, before long, I just knew I HAD to have classes with him!
One paycheck or not, my restless soul was craving sangha. Was craving something! Spending my husband's hard earned money on my spiritual/psychic development classes seemed like the most frivolous thing ever! But I saved money by not buying anything for myself. By avoiding spending money on things most people deem absolutely necessary.
Besides, 1 year earlier my husband witnessed something uncanny, that, - like it or not - my soul was on the Mission, only I consciously didn't know that yet.
In one of the earlier blogs I described and quoted what went down, what my husband said and saw - 'twos the "Your head lit up like the sun" - lasting sev. minutes - 'moment'.
Last night I send email to Rev. John saying I would be writing about my experiences during the workshop classes in May & June / 91' . . .
If your'e reading this John, I can only hope I do justice by describing what transpired, to your mystic abilities. Truly, you are one gifted Brother-soul who opened my eyes to so much! You encouraged us to study all the bibles of the world in a - 'if you want to help you must understand a lot' - sense. Not to preach, but to understand . . . I never to that day had any desire to even hold a Christian, or any other bible in my hands . . . but I was nice :)
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Where to start? I loved it all! but my favorite was John's guided meditations, that's where I felt and saw with my minds eye things which were 'fortold'/came true in-time.
"Meeting your guides" was the most profound. . . Seated in a large circle with eyes closed. The instant I closed my eyes my heart began pounding so loud (literally "loud") its sound was beating in my head!
Standing on our left side we were to see our "Healer" guide. And, heck if I wasn't surprised to see, tho very faint-subtle, an image of a woman in a navy blue dress "And she wanted to touch me."
( 2 years later, because I heeded the from-the-subtle-realm orders to become a healer, in 93' I began practicing hands-on healing with Teacher whose fav. color to wear was - in her words - " navy blue" which she often wore.)
Standing in front of us we were to see a guide (I don't recall for what 'purpose' guide. Something about "Future?") . . . And, there she was after a moment of waiting. Red - tress woman in spring-green color dress with a "Design of colorful patterns on the chest area" with streached towards me arms & 'palms up'".
("Expect growth, the design is colorful . . . ")
On the right we were to see our "Scholar" guide. . . Bald, and wearing toga - stern looking man.
(Indicating, "Study ancient texts")
Behind me we were to see . . . I have no recollection who exactly, but that was the one I struggled with. Still I knew it was a man and saw a bit of his "White sleeve".
I was lousy at practicing "Psyching readings" on fellow students thinking "I'll just make something up! I can't do this."
And I sure didn't plan or expected anything to happen then, but it did! Towards the end of that meditation I was so overcome with the Love which I literally felt all around me, that I wept . . . People still siting in silence eyes closed and there was I rumminging in my purse for a tissue and my lipstic fell out! Racket itme!
Maybe that's why John asked me to share what I experienced. By then I didn't care if John or anyone else hears about my oh-so-wonderful psychic soul experiences, because what was revealed to me was already 'sanctified' by me.
More to follow . . .
Ah, yes = "Fear not!"
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