Finally got around to edit-improve & expand
Cosmic Synchronicity & Confirmation
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2013/08/cosmic-synchronicity-confirmation.html
Monday, February 17, 2020
Wednesday, January 22, 2020
Heart's Wings Rock
My interest in Sri Aurobindo's spiritual partner Mirra's work has not been on my mind's radar very much, still I manged to read a bit here and there to see what her work was about. Recently I edit-improved one post (about her), titled Mother Mirra's 6th Vision - and will include link below.
Today, I am happy to include something I read few days ago, which is for those of us 'mystic types', verifying. . .with Deepest Gratitude to Mirra's legacy.
There are people in whom psychic movement, the emotional impulse is stronger than the intellectual understanding. They feel an irresistible attraction for the Divine without knowing, without having the slightest idea of what it is, of what it can be, what it represents--nothing, no intellectual notion--but a kind of impulse, attraction, a need, an inevitable need.
And these people who have that, if, I may say as a result of the Grace, they have a mind which does not trouble them, does not question, does not discuss, go very fast. And then, what is quite miraculous according to ordinary ideas is that as soon as they reach the degree of consecration which identifies them through their psychic being with the Divine Presence, suddenly they become endowed with capacities of expression absolutely unknown to their nature. . .
There are others who understand first, who are very intellectual, have studied, can play with words and ideas, who will give you brilliant lectures on all the philosophies, all the religions, all human conceptions and who, perhaps, will advance one step. Because all that goes on in their head. Many things go on in their head...the head is like a public square,,,Anything at at all can enter there, come, cross over, go out, and create a lot of disorder.
And people who are in the habit of playing with ideas are the ones most hampered from going further. It is a game that's pretty attractive; it gives you the impression that you are not altogether ordinary, at the level of ordinary life, but which cuts the wings. It's not the head which has wings: its the heart.
Quoted with permission from Mr. Sandeep
www.auromere.wordpress.com/transformation/triple/psychic/
This is also why, it is impossible to change someones mind that thinks our testimonies are pure fantasy designed to make us feel 'special'.
I know I don't feel special. I know what I bear witness to, is.
Those of us who know better, know that what we bear witness to (genuine supramental experiences, or Initiations into Deep Mystery) is not the result of subconscious mind's dive into its desire-producing hallucinatory formations (fantasy), definitely not the result of mind altering substances.
Link to Mother Mirra's 6th Vision
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2011/02/the-mothers-mirra-6th-vision.html
Today, I am happy to include something I read few days ago, which is for those of us 'mystic types', verifying. . .with Deepest Gratitude to Mirra's legacy.
There are people in whom psychic movement, the emotional impulse is stronger than the intellectual understanding. They feel an irresistible attraction for the Divine without knowing, without having the slightest idea of what it is, of what it can be, what it represents--nothing, no intellectual notion--but a kind of impulse, attraction, a need, an inevitable need.
And these people who have that, if, I may say as a result of the Grace, they have a mind which does not trouble them, does not question, does not discuss, go very fast. And then, what is quite miraculous according to ordinary ideas is that as soon as they reach the degree of consecration which identifies them through their psychic being with the Divine Presence, suddenly they become endowed with capacities of expression absolutely unknown to their nature. . .
There are others who understand first, who are very intellectual, have studied, can play with words and ideas, who will give you brilliant lectures on all the philosophies, all the religions, all human conceptions and who, perhaps, will advance one step. Because all that goes on in their head. Many things go on in their head...the head is like a public square,,,Anything at at all can enter there, come, cross over, go out, and create a lot of disorder.
And people who are in the habit of playing with ideas are the ones most hampered from going further. It is a game that's pretty attractive; it gives you the impression that you are not altogether ordinary, at the level of ordinary life, but which cuts the wings. It's not the head which has wings: its the heart.
Quoted with permission from Mr. Sandeep
www.auromere.wordpress.com/transformation/triple/psychic/
This is also why, it is impossible to change someones mind that thinks our testimonies are pure fantasy designed to make us feel 'special'.
I know I don't feel special. I know what I bear witness to, is.
Those of us who know better, know that what we bear witness to (genuine supramental experiences, or Initiations into Deep Mystery) is not the result of subconscious mind's dive into its desire-producing hallucinatory formations (fantasy), definitely not the result of mind altering substances.
Link to Mother Mirra's 6th Vision
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2011/02/the-mothers-mirra-6th-vision.html
Saturday, December 7, 2019
Link to Fifth Stage Integration
In its revised form - originally written in 2009 -
link to much improved Fifth Stage Integration
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2009/07/fifth-stage-integration.html
link to much improved Fifth Stage Integration
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2009/07/fifth-stage-integration.html
Sunday, November 3, 2019
Soul Level Initiation's DNA
My Depth data includes descriptions of many types of Soul level Initiations...And what I describe feels so ordinary to me, that often times I fail to clarify this or that point. Thankfully, it occurred to me to say that Soul level Initiations, are not in the same class-category as 'spiritual' experiences leading up to that level. Subtle level experiences can be nothing more than minds dive into subconscious wish-fulfilling constructs, or drug induced hallucinations . .
This is why I don't expect someone who has not reached the Saint stage-level, then went beyond, to truly comprehend what it is I am describing. I can't compel anyone to comprehend the meaning contained in the words and occasionally remind folks, that, 'what I share was never meant to be seen by someone who is not ready to submit to the Supreme Divine'.
If someone asked me:
'What is Soul Initiation's DNA?'
I would say: Based on first-person experiences, I know with absolute certainty that it's
distinctive quality is self-revealing (Divine Revelation)-- because its source is none other than the Divine Beloved whose Genetic Code is passed down to one's non-biological Light Being / Soul.
On Rapture Musings www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2009/06/on-rapture-musings.html gives three types of examples of what kind of Initiations (out of countless others) are needed before one gets fully seeded with the Divine Beloved's Essence . . .
One who stands in Soul-power bears witness to the fact that at this juncture one becomes an opening through which Divine Light flows into worlds hologram without ceasing (via subtle planes for the benefit of all beings).
I look to my spiritual peers for verification and am glad to say I have been granted the authority to proclaim what the Bhagavad Gita Seer asserted:
I am the Field and the knower of the field.
Post titled: The River of Light Revisited, explains what happens when one becomes an opening through which Divine Light flows....
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2019/04/the-river-of-light-revisited.html
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What I describe, has its roots deeply seeded in the supramental plane of existence in the subliminal depths (within), where 'the higher spiritual planes create their own formulations'.
Aurobindo's work verified for me what I already knew to be TRUE, but was still in the process of putting it into words. . .and the reason, I named him my spiritual peer.
Today, with heart-felt gratitude, I am including (for-me-verifying) passages from Sri Aurobindo's piece titled: Seven Drafts On Supramental Yoga.
The aim of ordinary Yoga is to liberate the soul from Nature or, perhaps sometimes, to liberate the soul in Nature. Our aim is to liberate both the soul and nature into the Divine. Our aim is to pass from the Ignorance into the Divine Light, from death into Immortality, from Desire into self-existent Bliss, from limited human-animal consciousness into all-consciousness and God-consciousness, from the ignorant seeking of mind into self-existent knowledge of Supermind, from obscure half-animal into luminous God-force..."
The first word of the supramental Yoga is surrender; its last word is also surrender. It is by a will to give oneself to the eternal Divine, for letting into the divine consciousness, for perfection, for transformation, that the Yoga begins; it is in the entire giving that it culminates; for it is only when the self-giving is complete there comes the finality of the Yoga; the entire taking up into the supramental Divine, the perfection of being, the transformation of the nature."
To become one in our absolute being with the ineffable Divine and in the manifestation a free movement of his being, power, consciousness and self-realising joy, to grow into divine Truth-consciousness beyond mind, into a Light beyond all human or earthly lights, into a Power to which the greatest strengths of men are a weakness, into the wisdom of an infalibble gnosis and the mastery of an unerring and unfailing divinity of Will, into a Bliss beside which all human pleasure is as the broken reflection of a candle-flame to the all-pervading splendour of an imperishable sun, but all this not for your own sake (but) for the pleasure of the Divine Beloved, this is the goal and the crown of the supramental path of Yoga.
intyoga.online.fr/draftpaz.htm
This is why I don't expect someone who has not reached the Saint stage-level, then went beyond, to truly comprehend what it is I am describing. I can't compel anyone to comprehend the meaning contained in the words and occasionally remind folks, that, 'what I share was never meant to be seen by someone who is not ready to submit to the Supreme Divine'.
If someone asked me:
'What is Soul Initiation's DNA?'
I would say: Based on first-person experiences, I know with absolute certainty that it's
distinctive quality is self-revealing (Divine Revelation)-- because its source is none other than the Divine Beloved whose Genetic Code is passed down to one's non-biological Light Being / Soul.
On Rapture Musings www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2009/06/on-rapture-musings.html gives three types of examples of what kind of Initiations (out of countless others) are needed before one gets fully seeded with the Divine Beloved's Essence . . .
One who stands in Soul-power bears witness to the fact that at this juncture one becomes an opening through which Divine Light flows into worlds hologram without ceasing (via subtle planes for the benefit of all beings).
I look to my spiritual peers for verification and am glad to say I have been granted the authority to proclaim what the Bhagavad Gita Seer asserted:
I am the Field and the knower of the field.
Post titled: The River of Light Revisited, explains what happens when one becomes an opening through which Divine Light flows....
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2019/04/the-river-of-light-revisited.html
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What I describe, has its roots deeply seeded in the supramental plane of existence in the subliminal depths (within), where 'the higher spiritual planes create their own formulations'.
Aurobindo's work verified for me what I already knew to be TRUE, but was still in the process of putting it into words. . .and the reason, I named him my spiritual peer.
Today, with heart-felt gratitude, I am including (for-me-verifying) passages from Sri Aurobindo's piece titled: Seven Drafts On Supramental Yoga.
The aim of ordinary Yoga is to liberate the soul from Nature or, perhaps sometimes, to liberate the soul in Nature. Our aim is to liberate both the soul and nature into the Divine. Our aim is to pass from the Ignorance into the Divine Light, from death into Immortality, from Desire into self-existent Bliss, from limited human-animal consciousness into all-consciousness and God-consciousness, from the ignorant seeking of mind into self-existent knowledge of Supermind, from obscure half-animal into luminous God-force..."
The first word of the supramental Yoga is surrender; its last word is also surrender. It is by a will to give oneself to the eternal Divine, for letting into the divine consciousness, for perfection, for transformation, that the Yoga begins; it is in the entire giving that it culminates; for it is only when the self-giving is complete there comes the finality of the Yoga; the entire taking up into the supramental Divine, the perfection of being, the transformation of the nature."
To become one in our absolute being with the ineffable Divine and in the manifestation a free movement of his being, power, consciousness and self-realising joy, to grow into divine Truth-consciousness beyond mind, into a Light beyond all human or earthly lights, into a Power to which the greatest strengths of men are a weakness, into the wisdom of an infalibble gnosis and the mastery of an unerring and unfailing divinity of Will, into a Bliss beside which all human pleasure is as the broken reflection of a candle-flame to the all-pervading splendour of an imperishable sun, but all this not for your own sake (but) for the pleasure of the Divine Beloved, this is the goal and the crown of the supramental path of Yoga.
intyoga.online.fr/draftpaz.htm
Wednesday, July 17, 2019
Spiritual Battle
Pushing back against world's density is like trying to reverse river's flow with a feather. Still we do it, because one who 'knows better' has a moral obligation to do the thing that supports Evolution's Intent - on the world's still evolving, still developing, stage - even if it seems antithetical to what many suppose 'spirituality' or 'morality' aught to be about.
Some morality pretenders -- those whose egos are not plugged to 'something bigger' - think they are love and light incarnate. They are Pretenders, because they don't know that divine/spiritual Love^Light is a Conscious Power, not sentimentality. Conscious Power, not afraid to kill figuratively, or literally, the 'enemy of Truth'.
Power of ridicule has only one agenda...to shame and silence someone whose worldview differs from the abuser. One of my most ardent gaslighters on Facebook's public Integral Global group, told me recently:
"Stop pretending to have deep insights about the transpersonal stages".
I know exactly why he has no choice but cling to this view-point (cognitive dissonance), still I can't let this bully's power-over tactics to go unchecked. . .This is why (again) I informed him why he does that:
"Your narrow mind can't comprehend the meaning contained in the written word at the Clear Light stage-level. (as an 'enduring trait', not 'insight' glimpsed in 'peak experience'). In other words, your mind can't SEE that what I bear witness to is the Communication of the Divine Logos from the source of its Nature. . . You can't SEE that what I share is grounded in multidimensional evolution into wholeness and transcendence as revealed by my fully ascended (non-biological) Light / Immortal being."
Gaslighters tell me what I share is for the purpose of "self-glorification".... one of them few days ago assured me: "Claims of absolute truth, such as you make, Helen, are dangerous and have led to the killing of millions. It's fanatical bullshit".
Such notion comes from egoic conception....What I share has nothing to do with egoic desire to flaunt my 'magnificance'...Such motive is foreign to me!
What they say has everything to do with their desire to assassinate my character. . .And, as long as I am insane (in their opinion), my decades worth of empirical evidence in the Spirit Science field, is nothing but trash.
I am so grateful for my spiritual peers!
Gopi Krishna's statement on why it is important for someone like me to share what introduced itself to my fully ascended Soul, is very gratifying. The following excerpt is from:
Kundalini For The New Age:
The men and women who have undergone this transformation and now have this expanded consciousness are known to be in samadhi state of oneness with the cosmic consciousness. All the great mystics who have written on the subject have given their symptoms openly and plainly. That is the tradition. And from their descriptions, one can compare one's own condition.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinions but not to their own facts . . .this is why I include verifiable (fact-checking) data from individuals whose eternal self-Soul reached same or similar status.
The intellect and its reasoning mind (with its ability to utilize cognitive tools of conceptual abstractions) objects mightily to anything that claims to be direct knowledge gained by going beyond the mind-line. Knowledge, gained by rising to the levels of perception beyond the surface mind/intellect is supramental knowingness.
Sri Aurobindo confirmed this for me:
Mind cannot go outside its cycle--all ideas of a straight line of movement or of progress reaching infinitely upward or sidewise into the Infinite is a delusion.
He also asserted - and I agree, because this happened to me:
If a soul of man is to go beyond humanity to reach either a supramental or still higher status, must pass out of this cosmic existence, either to a plane or world of Bliss and knowledge or into the unmanifest Eternal and Infinite.
What I bear witness to is grounded in multidimensional evolution into wholeness and transcendence. My Karma placed me exactly where I needed to be and I will never apologize for the Knowledge that introduced itself to the awareness of my fully ascended/liberated/immortal Soul.What I bear witness to is the Communication of the Divine Logos from the source of its Nature.
My duty to obey the inner call of my Vocation for the benefit of all beings, for the benefit of evolution of consciousness itself.
I found confirmation of what this Kosmic address is about in the book titled:
The Tibetan Book Of The Dead - in the Glossary section, under "integration". My copy is translated by Robert A.F. Thurman with Forward by the H.H. the Dalai Lama:
"Sanskrit yuganaddha is the Unexcelled Yoga Tantra name for Buddhahood, the fifth and highest of the perfection stages, indicating that relative and ultimate, individual and universal, body and mind, bliss and wisdom, male and female--all dualities--are integrated in the experience of fulfillment."
One who is plugged permanently to the bhava Samadhi stream (Divine Bliss) calmly responds to all manner of attacks. The types of attacks the volatile ego most relishes in, is to "hit hard" (assassinate) my character for ignoring her aggressive attempts to 'enlighten' me.
Ego-personality whose traits include vanity, grandiosity, desire to experience power through humiliation -- due to the inexplicably powerful must win drive -- is relentless in its pursuits to take out anyone whose worldview is different. Such a person can't differentiate between healthy and unhealthy ego expression and is ever-ready to "hit hard" (direct quote by she who said was surprised others didn't hit me "even harder").
She is utterly convinced it is her duty to set me straight (enlighten). I have not the least desire to change her mind, because truth be told, what I share was never meant to be seen by someone whose mind can't comprehend Soul level Revelations.
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To one who accuses me of "only quoting" Aurobindo and Wilber", I say:
How quaint of you to pretend I don't have decades worth of Depth data's empirical evidence in the Spiritual Science field.
To one who insists 'there is not a shred of evidence there is such a thing as a universal Evolutionary Force (some call Eros, or Spirit), I say nothing any more. . .because identity threatening cognitive dissonance is real.
To one who insists I am not 'rational', I say nothing anymore because what I share was never meant to be read by one who never had the experience of permanently falling into the Supreme Light and merging with its Bliss-force.
To one who insists that, (directed at me quote)
'truly enlightened person is never certain about anything, but embraces the mystery and the uncertainty it harbors' ....I say this:
What is wrong with this assertion?
There is no such thing as 'enlightened person'. Self-realized person, yes. Person can be Self-realized without the embodied part. . .but to call this 'true enlightenment', it is NOT.
How do I know this?
The Halls of the Highest Mystical Knowledge reside in the Living Libraries within the immortal/God-Realized Souls. . .those of us who become God-Realized by Merging with the Supreme Supracosmic Sachichdananda / the Light-Bliss of the Supreme Mind, realized in the Supramental plane.
There are many levels of enlightenment, but the True Enlightenment, is the one that happens at the apex of one's Soul evolution. . .At this juncture, the Supreme Shakti / Divine Force-Power-Bliss
Initiates the Soul into supreme Knowledge.
This is why, when I say 'what I share is the Communication of the Supreme Divine from the Source of its Nature, I mean it literally.
None can reach heaven who has not passed through hell.
This the traveler of the worlds must dare.
- Sri Aurobindo (Savitri)
* I wrote this -now edit-expanded- riff in Facebook group (public) named Integral Global, in response to the latest attacks on me.
Some morality pretenders -- those whose egos are not plugged to 'something bigger' - think they are love and light incarnate. They are Pretenders, because they don't know that divine/spiritual Love^Light is a Conscious Power, not sentimentality. Conscious Power, not afraid to kill figuratively, or literally, the 'enemy of Truth'.
Power of ridicule has only one agenda...to shame and silence someone whose worldview differs from the abuser. One of my most ardent gaslighters on Facebook's public Integral Global group, told me recently:
"Stop pretending to have deep insights about the transpersonal stages".
I know exactly why he has no choice but cling to this view-point (cognitive dissonance), still I can't let this bully's power-over tactics to go unchecked. . .This is why (again) I informed him why he does that:
"Your narrow mind can't comprehend the meaning contained in the written word at the Clear Light stage-level. (as an 'enduring trait', not 'insight' glimpsed in 'peak experience'). In other words, your mind can't SEE that what I bear witness to is the Communication of the Divine Logos from the source of its Nature. . . You can't SEE that what I share is grounded in multidimensional evolution into wholeness and transcendence as revealed by my fully ascended (non-biological) Light / Immortal being."
Gaslighters tell me what I share is for the purpose of "self-glorification".... one of them few days ago assured me: "Claims of absolute truth, such as you make, Helen, are dangerous and have led to the killing of millions. It's fanatical bullshit".
Such notion comes from egoic conception....What I share has nothing to do with egoic desire to flaunt my 'magnificance'...Such motive is foreign to me!
What they say has everything to do with their desire to assassinate my character. . .And, as long as I am insane (in their opinion), my decades worth of empirical evidence in the Spirit Science field, is nothing but trash.
I am so grateful for my spiritual peers!
Gopi Krishna's statement on why it is important for someone like me to share what introduced itself to my fully ascended Soul, is very gratifying. The following excerpt is from:
Kundalini For The New Age:
The men and women who have undergone this transformation and now have this expanded consciousness are known to be in samadhi state of oneness with the cosmic consciousness. All the great mystics who have written on the subject have given their symptoms openly and plainly. That is the tradition. And from their descriptions, one can compare one's own condition.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinions but not to their own facts . . .this is why I include verifiable (fact-checking) data from individuals whose eternal self-Soul reached same or similar status.
The intellect and its reasoning mind (with its ability to utilize cognitive tools of conceptual abstractions) objects mightily to anything that claims to be direct knowledge gained by going beyond the mind-line. Knowledge, gained by rising to the levels of perception beyond the surface mind/intellect is supramental knowingness.
Sri Aurobindo confirmed this for me:
Mind cannot go outside its cycle--all ideas of a straight line of movement or of progress reaching infinitely upward or sidewise into the Infinite is a delusion.
He also asserted - and I agree, because this happened to me:
If a soul of man is to go beyond humanity to reach either a supramental or still higher status, must pass out of this cosmic existence, either to a plane or world of Bliss and knowledge or into the unmanifest Eternal and Infinite.
What I bear witness to is grounded in multidimensional evolution into wholeness and transcendence. My Karma placed me exactly where I needed to be and I will never apologize for the Knowledge that introduced itself to the awareness of my fully ascended/liberated/immortal Soul.What I bear witness to is the Communication of the Divine Logos from the source of its Nature.
My duty to obey the inner call of my Vocation for the benefit of all beings, for the benefit of evolution of consciousness itself.
I found confirmation of what this Kosmic address is about in the book titled:
The Tibetan Book Of The Dead - in the Glossary section, under "integration". My copy is translated by Robert A.F. Thurman with Forward by the H.H. the Dalai Lama:
"Sanskrit yuganaddha is the Unexcelled Yoga Tantra name for Buddhahood, the fifth and highest of the perfection stages, indicating that relative and ultimate, individual and universal, body and mind, bliss and wisdom, male and female--all dualities--are integrated in the experience of fulfillment."
One who is plugged permanently to the bhava Samadhi stream (Divine Bliss) calmly responds to all manner of attacks. The types of attacks the volatile ego most relishes in, is to "hit hard" (assassinate) my character for ignoring her aggressive attempts to 'enlighten' me.
Ego-personality whose traits include vanity, grandiosity, desire to experience power through humiliation -- due to the inexplicably powerful must win drive -- is relentless in its pursuits to take out anyone whose worldview is different. Such a person can't differentiate between healthy and unhealthy ego expression and is ever-ready to "hit hard" (direct quote by she who said was surprised others didn't hit me "even harder").
She is utterly convinced it is her duty to set me straight (enlighten). I have not the least desire to change her mind, because truth be told, what I share was never meant to be seen by someone whose mind can't comprehend Soul level Revelations.
<>
To one who accuses me of "only quoting" Aurobindo and Wilber", I say:
How quaint of you to pretend I don't have decades worth of Depth data's empirical evidence in the Spiritual Science field.
To one who insists 'there is not a shred of evidence there is such a thing as a universal Evolutionary Force (some call Eros, or Spirit), I say nothing any more. . .because identity threatening cognitive dissonance is real.
To one who insists I am not 'rational', I say nothing anymore because what I share was never meant to be read by one who never had the experience of permanently falling into the Supreme Light and merging with its Bliss-force.
To one who insists that, (directed at me quote)
'truly enlightened person is never certain about anything, but embraces the mystery and the uncertainty it harbors' ....I say this:
What is wrong with this assertion?
There is no such thing as 'enlightened person'. Self-realized person, yes. Person can be Self-realized without the embodied part. . .but to call this 'true enlightenment', it is NOT.
How do I know this?
The Halls of the Highest Mystical Knowledge reside in the Living Libraries within the immortal/God-Realized Souls. . .those of us who become God-Realized by Merging with the Supreme Supracosmic Sachichdananda / the Light-Bliss of the Supreme Mind, realized in the Supramental plane.
There are many levels of enlightenment, but the True Enlightenment, is the one that happens at the apex of one's Soul evolution. . .At this juncture, the Supreme Shakti / Divine Force-Power-Bliss
Initiates the Soul into supreme Knowledge.
This is why, when I say 'what I share is the Communication of the Supreme Divine from the Source of its Nature, I mean it literally.
None can reach heaven who has not passed through hell.
This the traveler of the worlds must dare.
- Sri Aurobindo (Savitri)
* I wrote this -now edit-expanded- riff in Facebook group (public) named Integral Global, in response to the latest attacks on me.
Thursday, June 6, 2019
Link to Visionary Theology
Finally, got around to edit-improving Visionary Theology
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2018/04/visionary-theology.html
www.spiritspeaks-theofilia.blogspot.ca/2018/04/visionary-theology.html
Monday, May 6, 2019
Down Memory Lane
I had unsolicited Kundalini/Holy Spirit awakening (many years ago) and was not sure what to make out of the many types of Initiations I was undergoing, and wished (early 2000) I had someone who understood what I was going through and give me feedback. I didn't study mystical texts, didn't aspire to be 'spiritual' at all, still it 'happened' because I was already rokin' the Saint stage but didn't know it. . . even though the proof was right in front of my eyes (and spiritualized consciousness).
This Proof presented itself in Summer 1994 - it was when I discovered 'by fluke' I had a blue ribbon of Light next to my skin and a vast golden Light aura-field around my head and body (and still have that journal scribble).
My husband suggested contacting one Rabbi (whose lecture he enjoyed years earlier), so I found his phone number and called. His wife answered and profusely apologized he couldn't speak to me that because he had meetings all day due to a 'high holiday' - and invited kindly to call again.
The moment passed and I didn't call back.
Then I read The Flame of Love - Theology of the Holy Spirit, penned by Dr. Clark H. Pinnock, and wanted to speak with him! I found his home address but chickened out. Instead, I called McMaster Divinity college and inquired about his courses. I wept and babbled about financial stresses, shared a bit of what I was experiencing, and the nice professor (not Pinnock) I was speaking with, assured me someone like me who was 'touched by God's Grace' shouldn't worry about that - said, nothing should prevent me from doing what I was called to do.
Within few days I received info package in a beautiful burgundy binder ... then there was the "one car" (transportation) problem, and that was the end of that endeavor.Simply put, my life situation (one paycheck family) forced me to submit to, and rely on God's Grace. In due time I realized that what was 'happening to me' was a transformation of epic proportions - a shift to Soul level mode of being which renders one 'fully transparent to the depths of the Divine' - and did not seek others for any whatsoever support.
I placed all of my trust in the hands of that Immense Intelligence to do to me what it Wills.
I have had a share of both really ecstatic experiences, as well the kind,
'which almost always involve wrenchingly bodily ordeals as they ("genuine mystics") bring Spirit down and into their bodily being via descending or incarnational Agape.'
-Ken Wilber's quote from, The Eye of Spirit.
Few days ago I saw Sri Ramana Maharshi quote, and am glad to say this has been my attitude/practice (natural surrender) even during the toughest times:
"Place your burden at the feet of the Lord of the universe who is ever victorious and accomplishes everything. Remain all the time steadfast in the heart, in the Transcendental Absolute. God knows the past, present and future. He will determine the future for you and accomplish the work. What is to be done at the proper time. Don't worry. Abide in the heart and surrender your acts to the Divine.
Years ago, a time when Internet gaslighters took turn to bully me for sharing Depth data's revelations, I recall one poignant moment when I said to God-Mind:
'It is NOT up to me to convince others of Your Existence!'
I know what I bear witness to is not the subconscious mind's dive into its dream-like formations, not psychedelics 'trips', either - this is why when I say, what I share is the Communication of the Divine Logos from the Source of its Nature (divine revelations) - as revealed by the One standing in the center of a blazing fire of Exalted Wisdom (Immortal self-Soul / Goddess Clear Light) - I really mean it.
The Goddess Living Light whose Veil no mortal has lifted, Sings:
The She who sees the Self present in all beings and all beings existing in the Self Divine, stands naked in the crowd of ideas - without uttering one word - declares:
I am Aware, I am the Anointed and the Anointing One
Self-generating Bliss in loving oneness
With everything that's arising.
It is my moral duty to obey the call of my vocation and a great honor, to uphold and carry forward the Legacy of the "great" mystics.
Gopi Krishana is on board with what I am asserting:
"The men and women who have undergone this transformation and now have this expanded consciousness are known to be in the Samadhi state of oneness with the cosmic consciousness. All the great mystics who have written on the subject have given their own symptoms openly and plainly. That is the tradition. And from their descriptions, one can compare one's own condition."
What is the take away message in what I share here? I would say, as one journeys through the labyrinth of this Path, solidity of character (sincere/pure intentions and motivations) and the kind of surrender that Trusts that the Divine Grace 'knows best', is the most important thing.
Sri Aurobindo reminds us "Our personal endeavour and aspiration cannot reach Supermind." + "The supramental change can take place only if the psychic (Soul) is awake and its made the chief support of the descending supramental power."
Not to be confused with the 'aha' moment. . .the 'aha moment', when supported by ambitions to fit one's personal interests, agendas and gains of the 'what's in it for me', kind, is something else.
The descent of the Supramental Force is the Divine power/energy one literally feels in every fiber of our being, doesn't fit the 'aha' frame.
Those of us who know that all mystical knowledge must be ultimately grounded in genuine Soul level experience, see that spiritually sounding maxims without supporting evidence, is proof of assertion.
May You Find Inspiration In This Testimony.
This Proof presented itself in Summer 1994 - it was when I discovered 'by fluke' I had a blue ribbon of Light next to my skin and a vast golden Light aura-field around my head and body (and still have that journal scribble).
My husband suggested contacting one Rabbi (whose lecture he enjoyed years earlier), so I found his phone number and called. His wife answered and profusely apologized he couldn't speak to me that because he had meetings all day due to a 'high holiday' - and invited kindly to call again.
The moment passed and I didn't call back.
Then I read The Flame of Love - Theology of the Holy Spirit, penned by Dr. Clark H. Pinnock, and wanted to speak with him! I found his home address but chickened out. Instead, I called McMaster Divinity college and inquired about his courses. I wept and babbled about financial stresses, shared a bit of what I was experiencing, and the nice professor (not Pinnock) I was speaking with, assured me someone like me who was 'touched by God's Grace' shouldn't worry about that - said, nothing should prevent me from doing what I was called to do.
Within few days I received info package in a beautiful burgundy binder ... then there was the "one car" (transportation) problem, and that was the end of that endeavor.Simply put, my life situation (one paycheck family) forced me to submit to, and rely on God's Grace. In due time I realized that what was 'happening to me' was a transformation of epic proportions - a shift to Soul level mode of being which renders one 'fully transparent to the depths of the Divine' - and did not seek others for any whatsoever support.
I placed all of my trust in the hands of that Immense Intelligence to do to me what it Wills.
I have had a share of both really ecstatic experiences, as well the kind,
'which almost always involve wrenchingly bodily ordeals as they ("genuine mystics") bring Spirit down and into their bodily being via descending or incarnational Agape.'
-Ken Wilber's quote from, The Eye of Spirit.
Few days ago I saw Sri Ramana Maharshi quote, and am glad to say this has been my attitude/practice (natural surrender) even during the toughest times:
"Place your burden at the feet of the Lord of the universe who is ever victorious and accomplishes everything. Remain all the time steadfast in the heart, in the Transcendental Absolute. God knows the past, present and future. He will determine the future for you and accomplish the work. What is to be done at the proper time. Don't worry. Abide in the heart and surrender your acts to the Divine.
Years ago, a time when Internet gaslighters took turn to bully me for sharing Depth data's revelations, I recall one poignant moment when I said to God-Mind:
'It is NOT up to me to convince others of Your Existence!'
I know what I bear witness to is not the subconscious mind's dive into its dream-like formations, not psychedelics 'trips', either - this is why when I say, what I share is the Communication of the Divine Logos from the Source of its Nature (divine revelations) - as revealed by the One standing in the center of a blazing fire of Exalted Wisdom (Immortal self-Soul / Goddess Clear Light) - I really mean it.
The Goddess Living Light whose Veil no mortal has lifted, Sings:
The She who sees the Self present in all beings and all beings existing in the Self Divine, stands naked in the crowd of ideas - without uttering one word - declares:
I am Aware, I am the Anointed and the Anointing One
Self-generating Bliss in loving oneness
With everything that's arising.
It is my moral duty to obey the call of my vocation and a great honor, to uphold and carry forward the Legacy of the "great" mystics.
Gopi Krishana is on board with what I am asserting:
"The men and women who have undergone this transformation and now have this expanded consciousness are known to be in the Samadhi state of oneness with the cosmic consciousness. All the great mystics who have written on the subject have given their own symptoms openly and plainly. That is the tradition. And from their descriptions, one can compare one's own condition."
What is the take away message in what I share here? I would say, as one journeys through the labyrinth of this Path, solidity of character (sincere/pure intentions and motivations) and the kind of surrender that Trusts that the Divine Grace 'knows best', is the most important thing.
Sri Aurobindo reminds us "Our personal endeavour and aspiration cannot reach Supermind." + "The supramental change can take place only if the psychic (Soul) is awake and its made the chief support of the descending supramental power."
Not to be confused with the 'aha' moment. . .the 'aha moment', when supported by ambitions to fit one's personal interests, agendas and gains of the 'what's in it for me', kind, is something else.
The descent of the Supramental Force is the Divine power/energy one literally feels in every fiber of our being, doesn't fit the 'aha' frame.
Those of us who know that all mystical knowledge must be ultimately grounded in genuine Soul level experience, see that spiritually sounding maxims without supporting evidence, is proof of assertion.
May You Find Inspiration In This Testimony.
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